Wednesday, January 31, 2007
my mom is hopeless. example of a convo between us.
me: what is a 散文?
mom continues doing her own things.
me: MOM. WHAT IS A 散文?
mom continues her own things.
me throws a dictionary: WHAT THE HELL IS A 散文?
mom turns around.
mom starts telling me about her retarded boss and how she cant take it all.
HALF AN HOUR LATER
me: WHAT THE HELL. IS A 散文?
mom continues whatever crap she is saying.
now is 8 plus. i asked her that damn question at 7.30. now you get what i mean. no wonder she ALWAYS reduces me to tears every night. i really cant stand her nonsense. i dont give a DAMN about her asshole boss and what shits. i havent finished my hw. i mean, everyday i come home listening to all her shit. no wonder i was telling kt and eunice i didnt want to come home. why the hell does she act like shes straining and all that shit. i know im freaking mean. but honestly, I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT HER AND HER SHIT. oh. maybe i forgot to mention that her speaking is like me SHOUTING. times 3. which is VERY VERY VERY LOUD. seriously. no matter which room i hide in, i cant still hear her.
gosh. my sis is screaming. like SUPER LOUDLY. i can hear everything from where i am in my room. WHAT THE HELL. WHAAAAAAAAAAAAT THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
stupid person who i call mom.
and if she isnt my mom, this is what it will sound like.
retarded asshole who is full of bullshit.
dance with ME . (:
Monday, January 29, 2007
BOO. bleahhhhhh. i feel like such a loser. was nearly late for sch today. ran into the parade square like 2 min before bell rang. all coz of my DEAR mom. who decided that i CANNOT take bus, and MUST take a taxi with junyu. and it turns out that this morn junyu was ALSO against that idea. and because my OVER PRESUMPTOUS and also NO TAXI EXP EVER mom was in charge, everything turned out all wrong. coz, apparently, she doesnt realise, not after SO MANY taxi drivers have told her that morning is VERY VERY BUSY. and apparently she has NEVER called a cab before. AND she has no idea how this whole thing works. somehow i feel that when I take charge, things sort of get better. well, at least, it includes a whole lot of praying and hoping and help from Him. well, at least i wasnt late. not when i have ONLY left my estate at 7am. and there was an accident on our way there, with a big fat jam.
sighhh. NOW you get WHAT i mean when i TELL you i HATE taking taxis. not to mentioned it just about ruined my whole day. it resulted in me running everywhere [with kyungtae, and thxxx dear for running with me] AND being so damn blurrrrrr the whole dayyyy. AND i left all my hw in class. im so loserrrrr. i dont wanna do ANYTHING AT ALL.
dance with ME . (:
Saturday, January 27, 2007
sec 2-3s audits. hmmm. fun. and tiring. i rem i was complaining coz i didnt get to see the auditions. haiiizzzz. in the end still saw 3 of them. yeah. i feel so loserr. at least i get to see some of the sec 1s. my E6 still remembers me. i think shes called angelina or sth. i saw her after hse prac just now. shes SO cute mannns. so small. hmm. so sad shes from tarbet. ehhh. stupid me forgot to ask her whether she got in or not. i hope she did! hmmm. i wanna be in house commm! house commm is FUNKAYEE.
went to kyungtae's house. its okayyy dahhling, even though you didnt get in, and i know how much you wanted to, but its like seriously okayy. *BIG BEAR HUG* hmmm. im in love with my shoes!
conclusion[its a whole bunch of emoing crap. not meant for reading.]: lin suck at dance, any kind of dance. i went for cca, and then i couldnt catch up coz i was not in the mood. coz everyone around me is emoing. i was getting supremely pissed. at the stupid losers who are emoing alot. like what the??? yeahh. and then i couldnt get what laoshi was talking about. sadly. and then she came and corrected me. i was so freaked out mannns. and then i went for ballet, right after. fish kept scolding me, coz i kept moving my shoulders. sighhhh. and then i couldnt rem the steps. for BOTH exam and concert item. sighhh. and i was freaking hungry coz i didnt eat dinner and had to dance. and then sleep 6hrs. go to sch early for cheer prac. acty, 8am. not that early but still very early. kind of sleepy. and i messed up my steps AGAIN. like 3rd time in a row. i think im kind of screwed. ARRRRRRRRRRGH. SO IRRITATING.
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
seems like when everything is soooooooooo perfect, stupid me messes up everything. and the only thing which i find joy in, is my pointe shoes. i mean even if my closest friends cant tell that im in a bad mood, it is really too sad. i wonder if they think, what happened to hyper lin? the thing is, sometimes my mood is right on top. and suddenly it goes down. and everything crashes. im so loserrr mannn. like shheriouzzzzlyyyy. well, at least im in welfare.
dance with ME . (:
Monday, January 15, 2007
i have a new habit. whacking eenette, until she stops being lian. haha, her butt must be so so so sore right now. so irritating. i shhhhheriousssslyyyy cant stand it.
and i have two new maids. SUWATI AND POOWATI. staring work tmr.
i like pompoms. so cute!
my mortal still hates me alot alot.
dance rocks. i know i know.
lets go crash tmr's dance audition.
dance with ME . (:
Sunday, January 14, 2007
oops. never blog in a long long time. well, actually 201 is kind of fun. kind of WEIRD. well, nvm. just to say i cant survive one day w/o laughing one lahh. thanks to RACHEL. WEIYING. CHARMAIN. AMANDA. LITING. yes. my group. haha.
oh yes. i guessed they shuffled. my mortal is no longer the malay. now shes called joanne. and she hasnt replied to me. i wrote to her like so long ago. eek.
and umm. i think dancing is fun! even if in the foyer. which is kind of very scary!
okayy. lot of hw now. im very scared. exam in march. EEEK. thats like less then 3 months already. shitttt. looking forward to dance camp alot alot alot. but its on 14 feb. cant go mass swim. sighhh. maybe im destined NOT to go for mass swim every year. SIGHHHH. nvm. i need hse hours plus activities. sighhhhh. DANCE CAMP!!! oh yes. and dance auditions. next week! ahhhhhhhh how come we dont get to watch it mannnnn. NO FAIR!. oh yes. my mortal didnt get into angklung. apparently she wanted to. sighhh. im such a bad angel. should have looked for her during hse prac. and told her: i know your angel! shes my friend. she want to ask you why you never reply to her. (((x haha. nvm. next time during hse prac i shall corner her or sth. DANCE CAMP!!!
oh and, am i really like very high and hyper and happy? i mean, yeahh, i can get seriously high and hyped up, but really, sighhh. next time i shall be saddd and then you know it!
me: am i sad/ bitchy?
eenette: YOU? SAD? NO WAY.
BOO EENETTE.
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
DEPRESSED.
i dont wanna split classes. i mean, even if i have really nice people in my class, what good will it do? i dont like my class. it kind of sucks. just not the same as 109. not as cosy or noisy. its just different. maybe its because, we are just at the beginning. the beginning always sucks. but i dont wanna know this class. i just want to be back with 109. why couldnt they have left us alone?
i have hoped that this was all a mistake. and now, reality is sinking in, and it sucks. it sucks like shit. i dont want to see everyone so sad. i dont want to be sad. i hate this whole thing.
i really dont want to split classes. this is all so wrong. its like we bond, and they split us up. and it always happens. ALWAYS. coz no way are they keeping us tgt next year. why bond then? all the missing your ex-class. its so stupid. bond for WHAT?!??? [its like just an oxymoron, they expect us to bond, and they tear us away.]
and i think im losing my house spirit. its just, not there anymore. not good.
conclusion: teachers suck to the core. [i feel like a hypocrite. coz this sec 1's mom came and asked me about the school and teachers. what could i say? RGS IS DISGUSTING SCREWED. YOU MADE THE WRONG CHOICE. what? no way right?]
this is all wrong. all too wrong. [my mortal is a malay. sighhh cant complain about chinese then? and i guess i better find out her name. its really hard to remember, im so sorry! ): ]
maybe you thought you said too much to me. words that you shouldnt have said. thats why you wont talk to me. whyyy? not like i hate talking to you. in fact, talking to you is my pleasure, even if i keep down-grading you. whyy? why are you doing this to me???
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
oh yes, i almost forgot. sighhhh. even if its one day after new year, i still have new year resolutions.
- not to fail ballet exam in april
- not to fail any subjects esp lit and hist.
- not to get booked
- to be a much better person. [esp when i realised how bitchy i can get]
- not to kicked my sister, or get kicked.
- stop obsessing over SOME things.
there i go. i think i forgot some. the one i made in malaysia was MUCH MUCH MUCH longer.
dance with ME . (:
YAY. just came back frm KL.
wahhhh damn shiok lahhh. i went to stay at this 5 star hotel...WAHHH i didnt even touch the doors ONCE. haha. okay, maybe you think im crazy, but its DAMNNN shiok!!! haha. and then on new year, the fireworks are right beside our room. well, almost right beside. and we are in the air-conditioned room and we dont even have to look up to see the fireworks. muahahahaha. (((x
i like the twin towers. so tall, i totally arch my back and neck to like flat. haha. so kool. and the malls are so nice! haha. and we sat in this limou taxi, which is like, not just big, but its damnnn kool. even when we reached the mall, there is someone opening the door for us. DAMN KOOOL. haha.
watched lots of movies. like open season 3D, eragon and night at musuem. [night at musuem is freaking funny. must watch must watch!] the mall is like vivocity. queue for the tickets are unbelievably long. we went at 12 plus and the earliest shows with decent seats is like at 7. like what the??? and theres lots of horror movie posters. then at night i got a nightmare. its like the hotel is haunted [haunted apartment] and then we cant go anywhere along. at night, everything comes alive. [yeahhh. you know.] then the walls forced me to do its homework. [sighhh.] and then i woke up. and its 9 already. haha.
i cant believe school is starting. TOMORROW. omg omg omg omg. HOOOOOO. bleahhhh. boo. eeeeeeeeee. crap. nonsense. WHAT THE?????
))))x
dance with ME . (: