Saturday, January 26, 2008
PSL SESSION WAS FUN FUN FUN! [though theres lotsa room for improvement yeah.]
except that i came in from cheer prac, hot sweaty smelly and tired. ><>
but. i think we had a good enough time. at least i hope everyone did. (:
and mgm was so cool! (: i cant wait for the next one. I LOVE BUBBLE TEA (:
i havent officially started on my hw though. cos my file broke and that irritates me. so i cleared up and shifted it. took me the whole afternoon. sigh. i almost fell asleep. and so now must take a break. and play a short short while. cos my parents are out. without me. they went to watch some m18 show i think. without me. [obviously] at vivo GOLD CLASS. like omg. sad sad saaaad.
and omg. i just realised my emotions change like damn fast. from like joyful to tired to sad. (((x my emotional life is so exciting. just like my career life. on fri, within the span of assembly, i was like: I WANT TO BE A LAWYER [thinks about moot parliament programme, guess not.] NO I WANT TO BE A CEO. [the next slide of the presentation.] AN ACCOUNTANT, NO A BANKER. OKAY I SHALL BE AN ENGINEER SO THAT I CAN CHANGE MY JOB EASILY NEXT TIME IF I WANT TO. [then after a while, prof says physics and math, and eewen goes math yayee!] OKAY BYEBYE EEWEN. IM OFF TO BE A SUPERSTAR.
(((x like so omg. my life is actually quite exciting. though i didnt go shopping today./
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
I LOVE ONE TWELVE. one twelve is so sweeet.
love love love!
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
IM SO SMART.
you know how HARD a SOFTBALL is. you know you wear a GLOVE to play it. and you know the GLOVE is supposed to catch the HARD SOFTBALL. but right, i went to catch it with my right hand. instinctively, but foolishly. and my finger turned BLUE. now its red. same thing. PAIN. ><
and then today, i scraped my finger on my table bottom. amazing right? i was rather pissed at the inability of taking out ws in time for lessons. sighhh. PAIN. PAIN PAIN. hot water PAIN. its like so raw. and now its swollen. and looks liquidish but is actually hard. ><
and i have a feeling tmr im going to hurt my other finger.
OBSsessions! im OBSsessed with OBS. i miss obs. @.@ so much!
dance with ME . (:
Sunday, January 20, 2008
IM STILL FULL OF OBS NESS. i shall create a timeline. without all the details i guess. i cant bear typing everything again. i posted till 1am...(x cos i came back from dance and drank coffee and cannot sleep (x
day ONE:
-we got to obs. (:
-we got our watches and got to see our instructors for the first time.
-we had icebreakers. which i thought was really lame. but after a while i got used to it lah. cos we did it every morn. almost every morn. all the scissors paper stone games.
-we got our communication to real life taken away. not like i minded that much.
-we did stock taking on food [which was really long and we did it in the canteen seeing our classmates and ms kum eat. and was damn hunry] and rolled our food down the slope where everything almost fell out. (x and others cleared the store. and was damn hungry too.
-we saw the menu and i was like: LUNCH ONLY BISCUITS LIKE OMG THEY MUST BE KIDDING. but then, not much time for lunch anyways. i kept wishing we were vampires and we dont need to feed so often. what a waste of time.
-we ate lunch. the funny lunch.
-we are severely late. and we cannot find our instructors cos we have no idea we are supposed to go find them. ): and we never bring food stuff. so have to go back to take.
-we learnt the basics of kayaking.
-we went into the water only to wet ourselves plus drag the kayaks down.
-we had to go out of the water cos it was raining and there was lightning apparently.
-we were wet and cold ><
-we had dinner that instructors cooked. campbell soup rice which was damn good!
-we learnt tent pitching [which we are pros at now (x ]
-we showered!
-we did first aid stuff. which proved useful when we climbed rock walls (x
-we slept beside the indiana ship. it was cold, wet, sandy and muddy. and there was snoring involved. and in the middle of the night someone peeked through the window and shocked us.
day TWO
-we were late again. must unpitch tents
-we packed our bags. THANKS to eewen and tianyi for carrying my stuff. im eternally grateful. (:
-we played those funny games. forfeit 5 obs jumping jacks. and reflections.
-we supposedly emoed at the beach. but we pointed and shouted at ships and going thats my UNCLE! (x and jiemin's counting shit thing. (x
-we carried our bags to mph. i think we were not supposed to.
-we went back to get harnesses and helmets.
-we cane back and played THE FALLING GAME. thats what i call it. other ppl have nicer names like trust your classmate or fall on your back on the canvas trust game. (: but i like my name. short and sweet (:
-we saw an earthworm. at my feet. damn gross. it was squiggling. >.<
-we did belaying. which we know already.
-we ate lunch. the funny lunch. (x now that i think about it right, really very funny leh.
-we got briefing for the trek. have map and compass haha. then we got clues. and no one can solve the first clue. for so long! sequence is order, order is sequence thing. then finally abigail/alyssa solved it. DAMN SMART RIGHT? we were like OHHHH!. (: and everyone pick up their bags. (:
-we walked and walked and walked. my groundsheets and tarps kept dropping. i rather carry a tent or a bagpack. sighh.
-we actually walked past our checkpoint. neetika found it though. it said sth about whats before us and after us are really small compared to whats within us. then clue 3. 5 becomes 1 and 1 gives 4. DONT GET IT RIGHT? and then instructors think we take damn long. so we must cheer for them. and guess what we did? MUD CLAP! (((: personally i love that cheer. i made the sec ones who come to my station do it! (: haha. and they like it too! (: and i think din liked it too. and he was like: next time must ask the ri guys do it (x and then he did the funny hand thing which we didnt get. but finally smart ppl solved it. its the road junction!
-we set off. felt like mainly we were crossing back where we came from. my hands ached and ppl's backs were tired. so we switched. actually im damn grateful to yujia for saving my arms! (:
-we tried singing, but cannot. (x cos the weight pressing down.
-we finally, after so long reached the intersection. IT WAS REALLY DARK. and we got clue 2. haha. so funny right? and it was numbers. plus 2 jet tea. SO. we discovered it was batu kekek! (: and then. it started raining. omg. omg. the ponchos were damn sandy. my face was sandy. ): and i couldnt even wear it properly. someone jammed it over moi. )): sounds funny. but not funny. the rain was huge. everything was wet. dry shoes and dry pants and dry everything become wet. ): and we cried.
-we stopped at this shelter. and saw the asian granite quarry. it is pretty! it has a leaking waterfall and has turquoise and aqua waters. and we tried to spot singapore and m'sia. and we get everything wrong. (x esp the navigators. got damn suaned lah! (x
-we trekked in muddy trails. theres this black black thing (bracken?) that sinks our shoes in. and puddles of mud which theres no escape from. damn gross lah. at least we dont have to wear ponchos.
-and then, we stopped. and din was like this is our campsite. and we look around. it was quite dark so cannot see properly. mainly it was just stones and pebbles, puddles of water, sand, grass and a bit of empty space. ohh and 2 more watches.
-we were SO disappointed. you should have seen the look on our faces.
-we pitched tents and cooked. it got REALLY dark.
-we did not eat. cos the maggi mee was damn gross. so we had to bury all our food. and hang the packets on trees.
-we had powder bathes. gross but it makes us feel slightly better. (: i remember after i came out i didnt want to go help wash utensils cos the slope was steep. it was dark. i was clean. and i was mean. ): so i stoned a bit. ): i feel so guilty. ):
-we had THE mass shitting session by the river. (x which was really memorable. (x
-we had a star gazing session which apparently din promised. i still think they look like pimples. (x
-we didnt go for night watch duty. cos apparently, eewen was in charge, eewen was in our tent, and eewen said all was filled up.
-we saw din outside our tents. and we got a shock cos its like a huge shadow over the door. (x and he was like telling us about how tmr will be better, he cant promise, but it will be better. and the campsite will be better. and everything. (: and sweet dreams. (if it was possible yeah.)
-we slept. i bet it was the worsetest night. but its good to have friends around. (:
day THREE.
-we were VERY LATE. 2 hours between waking up time and unpitching tent time.
-we filled up jerrycans.
-we formed a human chain down to the beach. and loaded all bagpacks. and everything. which was good. cos i cant stand another moment with them.
-we got a ride on the motor boat to our rowboats. the motor boat was okay. but once i got on the row boat i was like from unsteady to giddy. like everytime im on another ship smaller than a star cruise will happen. damn crap right? ): i couldnt do anything for like 3 hrs.
-we were navigator ship so we rowed in front. it seems that you must row in synch. and they formed so many ways of chanting 1 to 8. but i wasnt involved in that part cos like i was like cmi.
-we kept waiting for each other! and almost crashing into kelongs like that.
-we discovered we had no lunch! except for bread and maggi mee. and who eats maggi with sea water? no way. ><>
-we took turns rowing. and we all sang happily! 1,2,3,4, 5,6,7,8 x3 one, two, three, YAYEE. i cant believe i rowed as well. but i did (:
-we rock! and im sure they like our song too! (:
-we got tanned. i have a tan line on my bottom thigh which is damn gross. ><
-we waited for neetika's boat and we helped them synch! but before that, we were scolded for ditching our classmates. ): and they were sad.
-we took 2 hrs for a short road cos we waited for each other. but its okay. at least we are all happy. and then i dunno why alyssa cried. made me feel like crying also! ): but she lent me tissue! where i can finally get rid of the dirt from my eyes. cos my hands and shirt dirty. the more i rub the worse it gets.
-we got to shore like finally. had to keep rowing against the tide. and we saw camp 1 and i realised i really missed the building.
-we washed our boats! first we towed our boats up. then we stood on one side [3 ppl ws 1 person]and poured water down. and we realised we never unplug. and all the dirty water was there. and we called fong fong. who REALLY dipped her hand in. to unplug. we were like OMG.
-we pushed the ships back. and in the end it was so so late. we had to get ferried over to camp2. which means one hike session down. and apparently ppl dont get ferried over so we are really lucky that ops agreed. and other instructors came.
-we pitched tents. and instructors cooked for us again! curry/campbell maggi mee. 5 of us 2 mess tins and 4 helpings. which i ate most of. (x
-we showered! blissful. it was really cold. so i came out like really fast. was the last to go in but first to finish (x and didnt bring slippers cos no space. and no spare clothes. so re wear. which made me felt dirty immediately. AND DID I MENTION WE NEVER BRUSH OUR TEETH FOR SO LONG?? i was like constantly reminding eewen and tianyi my teeth was rotting and we are going to get bad breath and stuff. but still never brush. ><
-we slept behind the instructors place. muddy muddy. but better than batu kekek. (: and eewen has really bad rashes poor girl. ><
day FOUR
-we woke up late. the alarm rang but we were so sleepy no one woke up. sighh. think we were 1 hr late. so we hurry unpitch tent and everything. and pack bag
-we were only about 1 hr or so late. )x sense the sarcasm.
-we did the funny games again. and reflections while eating breakfast. squek peanut buttered like 5 pieces. (x and we were all waiting for her to finish. and in the end i dunno who wants peanut butter bread so i buttered the whole loaf! [whole love, they spell wrongly on the menu] with my half eaten digestive. and abigail ate it up claiming it was nice. but im still skeptic (x someday i will try.
-we had this prep talk thing. where fong fong and din told us how unpunctual we are. and how they can prepare 10 min after our meeting time and still have time to walk around. and how we need to gain our trust. which reminded me of that time one nine our psls gave us prep talk before concert and scolded us for not being together, and they cried. and then i remember how 112 is like so bonded now and they work so well tgt and are so so so efficient. and i remember how sometimes not all of us are working tgt. and i got like damn sad. ): and then dunno why suddenly fong fong talk about me. so i got like so so so sad. and cried. but everyone dunno why. they prob think im damn weird lah. ): and they prob think its cos im so weak or sth. ): sheesh lah. ):
-i love eewen tianyi chong jiemin ashima cherie who stayed behind for me. i think it was them. i couldnt lift my head. (: THANKYOU GUYS I LOVE YOU LOADS!
-and i think they misunderstood why i cried. ><>
-and dunno why i became like damn emo emo for a while. like everytime someone was like dont cry, or what happened then i start tearing. which is why i must be STRONGER emotionally.
-and we climbed the rockwall! i cant believe i made it. i nearly came down. but it was my classmates who kept telling me no and the belayer who never let me down. literally. and i was like slipping. but i made it. like vivian woohoo! (: highest point. literally too. (: but i was so scared to come down. it was really high up. ><>
-we scraped out elbows. and ashima forced iodine/antiseptic on everyone. which im glad cos my wound healed fast (:
-we saw abigail's outfit. shes amazingly! long sleeve long pants dont feel hot.
-we ate lunch. in the middle of nowhere. cos we were too lazy to walk all the way up but too lazy to walk down cos we walk halfway up already. (: i love it. (:
-we had the raft making thingy. 6 pipes 4 barrels and rope. im so proud of WONDERFUL WASHINGTON WATCHERS who built the WASHINGTON WATER WONDER. which survived all tests and bore the weight of 14 of us plus fong fong. i was SO happy!!! (:
-we did the commitment walk up the stairs. we got distracted...like fong fong said. everyone was damn tired except me. WHY? cos im bagpack free.
-we hiked back to camp 1. everyone dont let me carry things now. im so grateful! though they walk until like going to die already.
-we saw giant spider and leaf skeleton. and this plant which i dont understand.
-vivian tried to bribe me with peanut butter bread. sharlene just took the tent away from me. damn strong leh she. carry 3 tents.
-we finally reached camp 1! missed everything there!
-we pitched tents at wild boar place. amazing. 4/5 tents we did it within about at most half hour.
-we rushed to bathe! each of us 2 min like that. and i was banging on doors which made everyone irritated but no doubt reminds us of orientation. (:
-we never thought we would ever miss the musty smell of the store. (:
-we had a PROPER DINNER AT PROPER CANTEEN. rice, fish, veg, chicken, SWEET COLD DRINK. for one hour leh! even washing our own utensils dont dampen our spirits. and we got damn high and cant stop laughing. must be vivian's fault lah. she keep laughing at her jokes which make no link one. and i kept laughing at nicole! cos she look like she has a big brother and a girl guide which she is not. (x
-we had LESSONS WITH FONG FONG in an AIR CON room with a MIRROR. it was funnest thing ever! the fiance, young girl, old man, sailor, best friend. and the johari's window. which included INGHAM! like ms ng's husband! (x and i apparently wrote paragraphs for everyone.
-and we made a song for fong fong! and we came in half way while we were sing the name part and doing spazzo actions and then she cannot stop smiling. we must have made her night. (:
-we even had supper! RED BEAN SOUP. which i cannot finish cos of jiya's spasm.
-i wrote on my hand i didnt want to go home and showed everyone but they thought i was crazy. ><
-we kept asking fong fong to be our teacher. cle/pe teacher. i cant believe she even applied for jail officer. ><>
-we brushed our teeth! in the male toilet. i cant believe for like 4 days each time in the store i went to male toilet. cos its cleaner and less crowded. (x
-we slept in the mph cos it rained so hard!
day FIVE
-woke up late again. apparently, same as day 4. too tired to wakey wakey.
-we had PROPER BREAKFAST! i asked the uncle to give my more. he actually did. (x
-we went aboard the indiana! for reflections. like we share experiences and learning points. and i kept cutting in cos i get damn high each time i can spot an aeroplane! (:
-we wrote reflections. i was the last again. ><
-we emoed on the steps. though i was laughing. i wonder why. and recalled fong fong's survival kit. the 8 things. chewinggum, rubberband, pencil, eraser, candy kisses, plaster, teabag, I CANT REM! omg omg omg.
-we lied on each other's tummy and listened to bird calls and fong fong's stories. A LONG LONG TIME AGO. there was a cow named ah siang! (x and also her national day and lightning conductor crisis. (x
-we tried not to cry. me and isabella at least. each time i feel like crying i must find her! cos no one will cry with me, and its much more comforting to cry with someone.
-we cleaned store and unpitch tents and everything. everyone [almost] helped (: it was quite fun lah. and we hung up lifevests! (x
-LUNCH. which we cant finish cos we are used to funny lunches.
-shopping. (x or so they call it.
-we had a leaving talk. and din's story, OH THE PLACES WE WILL GO. and his this the time we say YAY. was damn sad. i cannot even look at one place straight. cos i felt like crying to badly.
-we got certs and wrist bands and stuff. and i cant shake hands with anyone. i dunno why. like got splinter pain but nothing there.
-me and isabella cried ><
-we sang fong fong song and dedication!
-in the mph, us including tockseng gave our instructors our presents! we gave fong fong a nice nice shirt(: which squek hid under her shirt (x
-fong fong had jetty duties so sad right? so busy until cannot even emo tgt. took pics (:
-CRIED.
-left in a boat, singing/shouting out the fong fong song! (x
-cried.
-even suited the song for din! (x
-saw ms kum which cant believe i survived.
-cried.
-sang home, ate raisins, cried, wet the certs, cried, talk, cried.
-a new me went home. but i was so not ready.
and i totally forgot all the gross stuff that happened to me during obs. which happens alot whenever i have fun at the end. I MISS OBS LIKE DAMN A LOT. ><
lets all go again 309! (x
dance with ME . (:
Saturday, January 19, 2008
OH I GET IT. THEY WANT US TO APPRECIATE WHAT WE HAVE. so we must work hard first, then we have fun! (: but i really dont like this alone-personal-outward-bound-journey. ): i dont want to be alone. i will freak out. ): i dont like leaving obs. i dont like going away, and embarking on the journey. i wasnt paying attention to din's story about oh the places you'll go thing cos i very scared i cry again [but looks like i cant help it anyways] but i seem to have caught its gist.
i still THANK EVERYONE/ WASHINGTON/FONG FONG for helping me so much. if not, i will die at obs one.
but still...
I DONT WANT.
dance with ME . (:
Friday, January 18, 2008
OH GOSHY, I MISS OBS LIKE DAMN ALOT CAN. and i only just reached.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE WASHINGTON COS WE ARE THE BESTEST WATCH EVER. AND FONG FONG THE BESTEST INSTRUCTOR (GEK FONG who needs to like her name too haha) AND OF COURSE DIN AND TOCK SENG.
alot alot of good stuff. good stuff must say first. [most things, not everything cos i keep forgetting, are in my journal. dunno why im always last to finish it. and i dont even finish it.]
we had a lot alot of FUN. im going to so miss everything. THE NATURAL ROCK WALL which i never thought i could climb up but in the end i did. with the help of everyone, who was like CANNOT COME DOWN! and the belayer who didnt release, and being too vivian, i was clinging there, and then my feet were like slipping and no energy and i didnt dare to move them, but in the end still did lah. and i even did the jackie chan thing lah! but i was so tired i just smash against the wall. and got lots of scratches on my elbow. not as much as eewen lah. AND INDIANA PIRATE SHIP where we lied on each other's stomachs and cannot stop laughing and listened to things/stories and also emoed in the corner/the steps, FONG FONG'S STORIES THAT ALWAYS START WITH A LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO and include ah siang the caterpillar/cow/frog/boy, ROWING PART OF THE ROWING, SINGING DURING THE ROWING, THE MASS SHITTING SESSION where we squatted in one row and ahem and then throw tissue into the sea, THE FACILITIES like all the ships, camp 1 building, ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE, expedition court, multi-purpose hall, jetty, rock walls, store rooms, the walkways and corridors, THE STARS IN THE SKY AT NIGHT WHICH LOOKS LIKE PIMPLES. [haha. my pimples SO glow in the dark lah] and non-stop laughing during supper and stuff. cos right, after funny food for so long, we finally have proper food. then everyone super high and crazy. and also too much vivian-ness, nicole-ing and JIYA's stupid faces. and her mental nuts. (x my red bean soup also cannot finish loh. and the cool sweet drink. AND BUILDING OUR RAFT, WASHINGTON WATER WONDER!!!! it passed like all the tests lah! lift, shake, kick, float, bonus. LIKE ALL OUR ENTIRE WATCH PLUS FONG FONG ON IT. like damn cool can. and LIFE LESSONS IN THE NICE NICE ROOM NOT MEANT FOR US WITH AIRCON AND MIRROR. we reflected, and talked about the old man, the fiance, the young girl, the sailor and the best friend. which reminded me of twilight. you know, jacob the best friend? I SIDED WITH THE BEST FRIEND BECAUSE HE IS RIGHT. cos right, the fiance already abandoned her. so he must comfort her at her lowest most heart breaking point. like when you trek trek trek with your heavy bagpack for like damn damn damn long. and its so hot and your hungry with no food the whole day. then suddenly, you see FEAST food in front of you. so you RUN RUN RUN all the way and then you are so tired, but when you finally reach right, the food is GONE! so your like damn damn damn sad and tired and cheated. then suddenly right, you see a granola bar! and you eat it and feel happy! SO HE IS RIGHT! (: and then we wrote the johari's window thing. the positive negative thing. they say i write paragraphs like very long like that. but i need to thank everyone who helped me what! like help me carry and lend me repellent and sunblock. but in the end i also cut short loh. cos im getting real sleepy. and the our FONG FONG SONG! (: it rhymes lohhh i say it does! (: we koped from one one oh seven's cheer apparently. but it fits fong fong's name so nicely.
THERE SHE GOES, SHE'S REALLY NICE YOU KNOW
SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WHOA SO CHIO
LOOKING LIKE A WINNER FROM HER HEAD TO HER TOE
SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WHOA SO PRO
SHE'S GOOD [ECHO]
SHE'S FINE [ECHO]
SHE'S GOOD SHE'S FINE AND SHE REALLY BLOWS OUR MINDS
THERE SHE GOES SHE'S REALLY NICE YOU KNOW
SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WE LOVE YOU
and then right, each time she hears it she cannot stop smiling one loh. we sang to her like at least 6 times already. and its stuck in my head. we sang to her on day 4 cos we were practising and then she suddenly walk in. so its like a damn loud chorus of FONG FONG with our spastico actions and then she was like laughing. sighhh. and then we just did it all the time. GOSH we even did it in front of everyone just for her! she must be so touched lahh! but damn strong also. we are like all expecting her to cry or sth. or else we will just cry first, cos its like really really sad to leave. I REALLY LIKE OBS KAYY. cos my friends always help me. (: okay back to it, everyone was like GOSH ITS SQUEK AND SHES DOING THE ACTIONS. damn brave ahh. cos its really unlike her to do sth like that. YAY good job everyone. and then we gave her like this shirt! with our mark. so she must not forget our names!!! even though she prob have so many watches already. sighh. HAHA AND SHE KEEP TRYING TO PAIR NICOLE WITH THIS FUNNY SOUNDING GUY. damn funny can!! (x OH AND WE PLAYED THE FALLING GAME. thats what i call it. its like everyone hold a piece of canvas and then you fall backwards onto it. i was like the first one and i was damn damn scared and damn ungraceful. and DAMN UNGLAM. but nvm (x it was fun(: omg and jiemin's counting sheep thing. cos she counts sheep at night, then they ask her if it works and she was like: go get an entrenching tool. and they were like HUH?! and she was like: you want to count shit right? (((x omg, shes the best lah. and while rowing we sang like everything. like many ways to count 1 to 8, and then dedication, national anthem, school song, pass it on, your the inspiration, just friends, mysterious ticking noise and home etc! was so so fun. except being giddy. but i think after being on the ship for like 9 hrs, im not so prone to it anymore. yayeee (: and we played like SO MANY DIFF KINDS OF SCISSORS PAPER STONE. like seriously. got the around the world olympics one, the around the world say hello one, the run forward one, the counting one, the evolution one, giant wizard dwarf. and BECAUSE WASHINGTON ROCKS AND RULES SO WE ARE COOL (: and we win (: but tock seng is real good too. so 309 is like unbeatable! (: and personality test im supp to be secure and traditional and can rem bdays. WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE CAN. we draw on that side cos we must save space mahhh. (: and my pig is so screwed (x and we saw BEAUTIFUL STARS. got damn alot of them lehh. and very clear also. i can see the ORION. (: i think it looks like someone's pimples lohhh. cos got damn alot mahh. then din was like: next time we see your glowing pimple. [cos i was trying to convince him stars look like pimples mah] and then vivian was like: when we hike we all follow the floating pimples. and then everyone's like so damn nice lah. they help me carry stuff. ESP EEWEN AND TIANYI. they carried my life supply lahh! except the other 3 quarters of life supply locked up inside the store. I LOVE THEM ALOT LEH. they make my hike damn easy. and vivian who tried to bribe my tent with peanut butter bread that i peanut buttered for everyone in the morning. (x and it went moldy. ): and sharlene quek yi ning who needs to love her name, took away the tent. okay, i know i seem like damn reluctant and all but you all look damn dead and tired mahh so cannot let you all carry. ESP SHARLENE CARRYING 3 TENTS LEH. we carry one also CMI. amazing strength. w/o her our raft will not be strong loh. shes rocks man. IM SO TANNED NOW. cos 2nd half of day 3 and then day 4 and 5 i never put sun block. ahahaha. and then damn shit lah my arm much darker then my thighs. cos i wore long pants all day. ))): and our instructors cooked for us TWICE. cos the ONLY day when we cooked, it was damn damn gross and no one wanted to eat and we buried all the food. so wasted i know. all the hungry kids in africa. and canteen food also. tastes like normal canteen food but then right, its like damn good. and our instructors food is damn damn good can.
okayy...i have moved on to more neutral stuff. like when we keep being late, earliest late for 20 min and latest 2-3 hrs. so they prep talk us loh. like damn sad lehhh.
WAIT I NEED TO GO DANCE NOW I WILL COME BACK HOME AND CONTINUE LATER.
OKAY IM BACK FROM DANCE. AND GUESS WHAT. I FOUND OUT THAT THE IRRITATING AND FUNNY ITCH IN MY BACK AND KNEES ARE RASHES. DAMN DAMN ITCHY )): and its really bad. like my entire back plus shoulders.
anyways, back to the happenings (: OH I FORGOT TO SAY. THINGS ARE NOT IN ORDER. NO ORDER AT ALL. JUST HOW THEY POP INTO MY MIND. AND HOW I REFER TO MY JOURNAL LOHH> (:
hmmm we laughed at the instructors pics. QUITE FUNNY LEH. like fong fong's one, she look damn diff. but din's one look quite the same. and theres all the funny moments we had together. i did mention right? didnt i? and ummm sleep in MPH. cos i dont want to sleep in our tent in the heavy rain ): which was damn squashed. like 14 ppl on 1 and half tarps. gosh lah. and all the stories also. and experiences. I LOVE THEM OKAY (: like the survival kit: TOOTHPICK to pick out other's good qualities, RUBBERBAND to be flexible, PENCIL to write out blessings for others and self?, ERASER to forgive and forget, TEABAG to relax and take a break from the hard work, CHEWING GUM so we can all stick together or sth, PLASTER to ummm help yourself if your hurt issit?, CANDY KISSES to remind that everyone NEEDS A HUG AND A KISS (: AND MEAL TIMES WERE THE BEST! (: cos right, we only have biscuits and stuff mahh. the lunch all so funny one. NOT FILLING. breakfast must be good. lunch must be filling, dinner must be least. but then right, its really off lahh. even fong fong says she laugh at her lunch. and during proper meal i was like asking the uncle to put more on my plate haha. and the personality test MUST BE WRONG. im so not secure/traditional/can rem ppl's bdays. nah-uh. AND THE ASIAN GRANITE QUARRY with the LEAKING WATERFALL! the water was damn pretty, like aqua and turquoise. (:
okay. i cant think. so late already. so quickly move on to BAD STUFF )):
first of all ahh, OUR TENTS ARE DAMN DAMN GROSS. i mean like seriously. its all muddy and sandy and full of bits and pieces of grass. and its really gross to pitch it in grass. and if you know me, i never walk on grass. unless i really have to. and BY THEN I LOST MY SENSE OF HYGIENE MAN. )): damn gross lah. ): and i carried ground sheets a lot. but i dont get it. ground sheets are damn hard/heavy/wet to carry. i rather carry like 2 tents. but sigh. and when it rains, everything gets so wet and cold! shoes socks bag, and then everything becomes doubly heavy. and the poncho is really gross. i couldnt wear it properly know. ): damn sandy, ALL OVER MY FACE. and gosh. NIGHT 2 right, it was like dark. and damp and i really cant see a thing. somemore no toilets then want to shit also damn inconvenient. and the ground was wet and sandy. and pokey. ><><>
OKAY ENOUGH OF BAD STUFF. basically, i really think that we have learnt alot through obs. like seriously, discovered more about self and others. like i really like the one where everyone is different, but we can come together with a common goal. and i was damn damn sad cos we were seriously not bonded and stuff. i mean, i dunno why but i suddenly thought of 112 and everyone was so bonded and they had so much fun and then i think of one nine, and then i think of 201 during net carn and drama night and then i look at three nine. its horrifying okay. i mean seriously, theres ppl/person who really DOES NOTHING but stand around. and talk. and do random stuff. [OKAY I ADMIT I MAY BE LIKE THAT SOMETIMES] but its like quite easy to tell that shes like really dont care one lah. I WISH I CAN CHANGE THAT. but apparently i cant. so we would have to do sth...i guess.
and i just realised that i seriously like just about cry everyday one leh. day 1 nothing, day 2 when it rained and we were soaked and wet and i couldnt see anything and thought i was alone.but apparently i was not (: and day 3 giddy on sea and it was really bad okay? like damn damn giddy and somemore the waves wont stop, and theres also waves of nausea plus fatigue competing against the real waves. but i never eat dinner/breakfast/lunch [yet] so...im quite safe lah. i think the orange saved me. cos it stopped the world spinning and then i quickly stuffed down a GRANOLA BAR [my story analogy rem?] so i was better. seriously. i could row and sing along. i felt damn good. (: day 4, you know. UP THERE. class thingy. then day 5 cos i didnt want to leave. did i tell you i didnt want to leave like about day 3? when we finally got a 2 min shower at least in camp one (: and i didnt put sunblock from then on. NO WONDER I HAVE THIS UGLY TAN LINE ON MY BOTTOMY THIGH. DAMN GROSS CAN. but at least now im muscular (: hahaha. and i can finally spot the planes on the indiana. and omg fong fong's damn funny stories about national day and the lightning conductor thing. (((x and haha we keep correcting her english (x damn funny (: shes like damn lian lah. (x and din says nows the time where everyone says yay. I MISS OBS. not the physical part i guess, since i cannot make it one. but i swear im more muscular noww! (: and i love all the lessons learnt. (:
im so sleepy.zzzzzzzzz. and i miss obs damn bad. but i can never survive alone. i cannot survive w/o my watch. WASHINGTON LOVE LOVE LOVE (: SHAKE IT OFF AND STEP UP (: LOVE LOVE FONG FONG <3>
dance with ME . (:
Saturday, January 12, 2008
I LOVE ONE TWELVE. cos we are the BEST! and we rock the school! (:
im sad orientation ended. but im glad that i had this opportunity (:
and 112 got 2nd!!! ((((: thats like one nine (((((:
and i tell you 112 is definitely the best-est-est class i ever had. [not that i even had other classes to begin with.] if you want, i can make a list of WHY 112 ROCK. but it will take me far far far too long. AND THE LIST NEVER ENDS. ahahaha (((x
yay. (:
obs tmr tmr. ))): i need to unpack, then pack. ))): im scared. alot of ppl told me im definitely going to die for obs. IM SCARED.
dance with ME . (:
Thursday, January 10, 2008
OH NO. ive been bad again...saying all the wrong things and stuff. its okay if you dont want to be friends...i think im bad for you. ): if im making you sad. ):
yeah.
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
WOW. 2008 is here. we went to esplanade/ marina bay countdown! the fireworks so cool. then now i get a sore throat):
today's first day of school. OF SEC 3 LIFE. and i still cant respond whenever someone calls sec 3. and then the prefects all got new uniform! (: so cool! haha. i feel kind of old. like upper sec. hmmm. 15. IM AGING. OH GOSHHH.
and ive been rather busy. i also dunno over what. but im just busy. sighhh. and this does not feel like the first day of school. just like any other day. is it because i have been going back to school during the hols? sighhh.
and OMG. EDWARD PROPOSED. HE PROPOSED. AND BELLA SAID YES. I NEED TO READ ECLIPSE. can someone get me the twilight series? I WILL BE ETERNALLY INDEBTED.
IM GETTING A SORE THROAT. ))): too much shouting and screaming.
i cant wait for tmr! today is so fun! (:
ME AND JUNYU'S WISE QUOTES MADE UP WHILE WAITING FOR PIZZA IN THE PIZZA HUT TO COME OUT:
1. there are 3 seasons in singapore. the 1st is the dry season, which starts when the wet season ends. the 2nd is the wet season, which starts when the dry season ends. and the last is the shopping season, which is generally acknowledged to be all year round.
2. certain races do not like pointing with the index finger, so point with your thumb when around them, so as to be polite. another race called like THE ENTIRE HUMAN POPULATION do not like pointing with the middle finger, so point with something else when around them. [no offence or any stereotype meant to be inflicted. everything here is solely for entertainment purposes]
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OH NOOOO I CANT REM 3, 4 and 5. NEVERMIND. I SHALL COME BACK WITH THEM AS SOON AS I CAN REMEMBER THEM. [asaicrt] (x
i think im going crazy. first its NYS [new year syndrome] and now its first day of school madness. *loopy grin*
dance with ME . (: