i love edward cullen. beyond description. but its the edward in the books. NOT ROBERT PATTISON EWW. okay.
i love jacob. he is so cute! but only one year older than me. ):
AND MOST OF ALL, CAM GIGANDET who plays JAMES who is freaking hot i swear!
and alice and jasper are the best looking cullens. which is rather disappointing cos the movie is not going the way i expected. sighhh.
i took this facebook quiz TWICE and both times i got EDWARD CULLEN. so if i believe it, i will have stranger life/ existence than bella: i love edward. i am edward. i love myself. i love jacob. i love james. UGH. loving all the wrong people at the same time. IM A WEREPIRE.
spazzing out. NOW MY DREAM IS TO BE AN ACTRESS. i told my dad [who i just told a few weeks ago that i am going to be a lawyer and nothing will change my mind.] guess what he said. I WILL GIVE YOU 3 MONTHS BEFORE YOU CHANGE YOUR FUTURE OCCUPATION AGAIN. haha what! (x and before this i have wanted to be edward cullen, bella swan, jacob black, cam gigandet, leonardo dicaprio, claire danes, sm town-er, superstar, super model, director, high judge, air stewardess, tv host, hollywood star, background dancer in cool shows, radio dj LIN SQUARED!, news reporter, news caster, photographer, conservationalist, rich taitai, renowned writer, fashion designer, hair stylist, principal, doctor, social worker, psychatrist, shopkeeper.....and the list goes on and on. sighhhhh. BUT ITS ALRIGHT, cos i believe that God has plans for me and that whatever i will be in the future is all in His hands. (: i am sure there is a reason for everything that happens to me. so i will not be sad over things i should not be sad about. and i will do my best for all that i am taking up that i have to do my best for. just like i am here for what i am here for. (:
for now, as predicted by ms lee kyungtae, i will study hard, and write a novel about forbidden romance just like twilight, get my novel renowned, ensure that i am famous, get my famous novel made into a movie, then become an actress so i can act in my own movie. THIS IS BECAUSE IT IS SO COOL TO BE ON A MOVIE SET, WHERE EVERYONE FOLLOWS YOU AND ONLY YOU AND YOU CAN GO AROUND DOING YOUR OWN THINGS. COOL RIGHT! while i am at that, i might as well become my own director. and then i can fangirl at my fabulous film!. oops. nevermind, you dont get it.
i love you. (:
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
I HATE MY BROTHER.
he freaking kicked the PC, which broke the thumbdrive sticking out of it, which contains EVERY SINGLE ONE of my freaking seven pts plu cmps. and i stupidly DID NOT SAVE IT anywhere else except for in the thumbdrive. AND HE FREAKING KICKED IT. AND BROKE IT. ALL THE WEEKS I SPENT ON THE SILLY PTS ARE ALL WASTED.
and then, i get the blame for not taking it out after use. LIKE I HAD TO USE IT 24/7 and I ONLY WENT OUT FOR A SHORT WHILEEE. NOT EVEN 8 pm!!!
AND I JUST REALISED I DID NOT SAVE ANYTHING AT ALL.
AT ALL.
oh my gosh. so much pts due THIS WEEK. AND MY WORK??
and there he goes, strolling around the house COMPLAINING HOW HE HAS A REALLY SELFISH SISTER WHO DOES NOT LET HIM USE THE COMPUTER AND NEVER WONDERS WHY IS IT THAT I CANNOT EVEN SLEEP AT 1 NOW BECAUSE I HAVE TO RUSH OUT THE BLOODY PTS. AND how shit he is. and now hes watching this stupid show where the girls run around in bikinis.
GOSH.
OSH.
SH.
H.
IM THINK IM GOING NUTS FROM DOING THIS.
I HATE PTS.
but i love TDOT08! (: gonna be a blast and you know it! <3
dance with ME . (:
Thursday, July 03, 2008
ESPRESSIONE 3 WAS THE LOVE.
suffering post concert blues.
i miss being pissed over countless rehearsals. i miss eating crap food. i miss logs weird weird things i miss rushing out to plaza sing then back in less than 45 min i miss waiting for shih lin to open, and then buying like 500 packets of chicken and bubble tea i miss rushing around looking for ppl/costumes/glitter/brown eye shadow i miss being with THE HUMANNEQUINS. i miss batch dance. now that its over, it runs in my head all the time i miss rushing back to the quick change room to change for latin/batchdance/diamonds i miss getting blisters/bruises/eyebags [maybe not] i miss that few minutes of fame i miss the choking smoke which stinks i miss buying tickets for everyone then losing count of my accounts i miss the heels. i miss decorating the door like some fool. i miss pretending to be pregnant with the sarong. i miss walking around undressed i miss messing up my eyeliner like crap. i miss the weirdo but pretty eyelashes i miss signing photo with eyeliner i miss the tattoo session i miss the seniors i miss tearing NOT CRYING after the whole thing was over, because it just struck me that it actually was over. our last dance concert. and our seniors will be leaving. i miss being pushed on stage with flowers then running off again cos i cant find anzie i miss eenette/wenying/shijin/meiying/shiharn/zanthe/megan/ruifen/brintha! i miss bubble tea and junk food all the time i miss the bananas papayas watermelons mangoes honeydews apples strawberries i miss going to far east to get things last minute i miss walking glamly out of class i miss the big mirror i miss my juniors too. and my seniors ): i miss having a nightmare about shanette's jacket i miss being so sick i practically sleep all day, sniff alot, cough like mad, sore throat, feeling hot and cold at the same time. [desiree hi5] NOT. i miss thousand miles/technologic/TOMA/it was all in your mind i miss spray painting i miss laughing at shijin's spazzo pic i miss diamonds i miss flowers i miss chocolates and brownies i miss white and liquid liner i miss shijin's jinfu and wen's brendan i miss ripping my sarong doing the diamonds kick i miss dance night 08 and i know its not going to happen ever again. i miss hugging longchuan/ally/lynn to steal their glitter! i miss running to the sec 1s for more glitter i miss frantically wiping off brown and reapplying blue eyeshadow i miss getting stuff from everyone then forgetting to thank them cos we are all in a rush i miss prac-ing until some unearthly hour like 8 then sleeping in class the next day i miss getting history lesson by this stranger guy and waiting until 9 for 105 to come i miss climbing up and down to the 3rd floor and then taking over quick change room i miss the spiral staircase and the haunted altar i miss screaming i miss eenette's dripping eyeliner i miss eenette's tail i miss shijin's bouquet i miss meiying's scary stories. incredible tales. i miss dancing to balloons! i miss tech runs i miss candy i miss soggy watermelon i miss shihui the ex richard cheer capt and the seniors i miss calling kunhang KH. i miss the big brown guy/fungi/pangsai i miss worrying whether my ear hole will close i miss hongkong and all the things i missed i miss dance comm. i miss adrenaline i miss HUMMANNEQUINS
MEMORIES. when can we watch that freaking video!
and i cant believe my mom came. this is the first time she ever came for my concert. and that huge sunflower bouquet! LOVESSS (: and now i have a total of 2 and half pink flowers, 6 pink ribbons, and i love CHONG/EEWEN/JIEMIN/TIANYI/YIHONG/MOMMY. (: and all the gifts from ppl trying to fatten me up! (: yayyy (:
and then, i miss psb08 i miss psl sessions i miss orientation i miss doing proposals i miss mgms i miss gms. i cant believe i went to school just for it. im so freaking sick now. i miss the spsls08 i miss the special everyone.
dance with ME . (:
This is SO LINnie.
linwen
or linnie or linn (:
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