Saturday, January 31, 2009
i had fun today! although im missing out on ALOT of angbaos and my family decided to pangseh me to go my dad's friend's house. SIGHHHH.
i think the make-up today is AWESOME! i totally dont want to wash it off! haha. we look like porcelain dolls. perfect. smoky eyes. plastic. shinyy. i think fake lashes are so pretty and long and itchy. and i always tear when putting eyeliner. face spray! no, not the one vivian used which was actually deo. real face spray! that feels like hair spray and smells like it too. new eyebrows?
had cmps today also! IMBA! (: i dont really like BTNR plus i am real sleepy.
im supposed to be doing work. i have SO MUCH work to do, i dont think i can finish them anytime soon. aish. and aish. so terrible. im not going to be free anytime soon either. SADDDD LIFEEEEEE. oh, i forgot. i have NO LIFE at all.
ohhhh, and im sorry i never meant it that way. ):
dance with ME . (:
Friday, January 30, 2009
today i just realised how much i missed dance. and how important it is to me. like seriously.
i think i will feel terribly empty without it. like, i was super super depressed when i didnt get to dance and stuff.
when i returned after 2 months, i tried not to harp too much on it, but i just cant help noticing the minute little changes that made all the difference in the world. i want to dance; but i feel left out. i know that taiwan totally made up for my loss, but i still cant help feeling so lost and awkward and imbalanced. (pun not intended)
i seriously hope that i can catch up. my last year already. i want to enjoy it. and not regret anything.
omgosh. im randoming.
the spanish dance is awesome though.
i seriously think that life can never exist without dance. no expression. no PINK./
last friday was ryan's birthday; happy belated birthday to ryan! i hope you like that plushie whose secret name is pin pin [okay i made that up] with the belly button and the silly green alien which i dislike. ohhhh and super long ago was sailorboy's birthday; happy belated birthday to sailorboy! i hope you love that liverpool ball! which our pretty handwriting on it! it was super hard to write on a ball in the middle of the canteen! though i cant understand why you even like soccer in the first place. SOCCER GOT MY FRIEND INJURED. arghhh. and SUPER SUPER long ago, like 1 day before sailorboy, KYUNGTAE'S BIRTHDAY!!!! ahahaha happy belated belated to my dearest kyungtae! (: i miss shitting on the bus with you! and trying to force chinese songs into your HUGE ipod! which so didnt work. haha, i hope you like your SECOND BOX! and your graduation scroll! and omgosh i love going to sakae with you! even though you eat SO LITTLE! you need to eat more you skinny girl! you will never make it through a sushi buffet! like that time me and eenette! omgosh what happened to 40 plates ahhh? only 20 plates in total! thats less than what SOMEONE ate by herself. and she's still skinny! and omgosh eenette what happened to the aegyos! (x and i love eenette! who always loses in the games and have to eat my share! (x i love youuuuuuu we need to go out again someday! kick-ass partners (: i hope you are enjoying yourself at chingay and missing IMBA. pangsehhhh me ehhhh you!
OMGOSH. that was PURE RANTING. i totally am high now!
i am going to learn how to GLIDE! which is the coolios fabshizzle moonwalk spin spin thing! (x ehhhhhh if ben learns it, must teach me!!! must must must! even if it is impossible for the track, it is still COOLIOS! ((((:
cheerleading is SO AWESOME! i cant even express in words how much i LOVE richard cheer! to the MAX! ((((x seriously! we are totally going to rock and have so much much much fun and then wow everyone with our amazing coolness! (x YOUR LIGHT IS ULTRAVIOLET (((x although, i keep digressing during pracs. OOPS. like i will try to join buckle cheer; and then suddenly play random music from eenette's ipod, like AMIGO/MIROTIC/NOBODY/REPLAY! haha omgosh! i am SO HAPPY i totally LOVE CHEER! (((: the choreo is wondeful! cos we did it! we did it! oh yeah! (:
syf; i think i deproved, for want of a better word. i think laoshi is disappointed in me. oh nos. and omgosh that day we were doing the day i saw the sky, and then laoshi wanted to do this set, which apparently ONLY I did. cos i did it with the seniors. who are kind of in rj now. and the thing is, i forgot my steps! so i just sort of made up a few that seems correct. and then when i went back to watch the video, apparently i added one extra step and messed up the directions. OOPS. i dont know how to tell laoshi! but i think its fine now also lahh! (x i think syf is going to be so exciting. cos i will be the SENIOR for once! (x so funnnnnn! and then like, we are going towards the painful side! like nightmare, instead of just the earthy earthy kind. so im happier! i rather feel painful then do a peaceful and graceful one. and then, NO MORE tanglin cc, NO MORE waiting for the badmintan players to finish, NO MORE french fries with HEAPS of mayo! NO MORE hot and stuffy hall, NO MORE blisters and terrible floorburn. cairnhill cc instead! but i like tanglin cc! ))): and i've never been there before! i wonder what it's like there. maybe they will have air-con! hopefully! lets keep our fingers crossed.
oh oh! and i saw this show and channel 8! and they were showing shida yeshi and i saw and i totally recognized the street and stuff and i was so nostalgic and missing taiwan and all that! i really do miss taiwan! so BADLY. I MISS TAIWAN! and chen lao shi teaches like cai laoshi! which is so awesome cos we seriously learn a LOT. like teaching out to differenciate words and their hanyu pinyin kind of thing, telling us about history, geog, authors, and lots of interesting stuff like cai laoshi and lin laoshi always does! and today we were talking about TAO HUA YUAN JI! which was like the 7th ke in our ke ben! (x omgosh so funny! i can still memorise the plot of that story lahhh! and the author too! hahaha! and all the words we learnt in taiwan is being used now, i am SO EXICTED. like seriously! i think i look forward to chinese more now! thanks to taiwan! (((: I LOVE TAIWAN! i hope my taiwan friend will reply soon i have SO MUCH to tell her! seriously!
MABEL'S HOUSE IS SO NICE! renci's house is super nice also, but its not the main focus. YET. haha. OMGOSH I LOVE RENCI'S HUGEMONGOUS 2M COUCH! its like a full circle and its super nice! and renci's bedroom is so niceeee! she sleeps on top just like me! (x anyways. i had to BEG and BEG and BEG. and i seriously used ALL the reasons under the sun. the condition for going to sleepovers, is that i need to SLEEP. EARLY. and GIVE UP MY KOREAN DRAMA. which i agreed to. and is 12:12am now. OOPS. aish. i must keep my word ehhh. i will go sleep by 12:30! i will i will! anyways. after ONE WHOLE WEEK of persuasion, and like lots of tears, I WENT TO MABEL'S HOUSE. after ballet. OMGOSH. for ballet we did like character for 2 hrs, and we did so many retires until I GOT BLISTERS on BOTH my feet!!! super painful! and one broke./ SO PAINFUL! ahhhh. mabel's shower is so funny! its like a tube lahhh! and omgosh. HER ROOM IS LIKE PINK! ITS EVEN PINKER THAN MINEEEE!!!!! though i dont see how that is possible since my whole room is pink already. i must invite EEWEN to my room someday! (x and then right, i really really LOVE mabel's hanging hearts on the door, and her HUGE collection of cds and cds and cds and cds! so many! i like! i want! haha! i must be satisfied with my jesse mccartney, super junior, dbsk. FOR NOWWWW. haha and then her mini basketball which was. yeahhh. and her laptop with stickers all over it. AND SUPER ALOT OF FOOD! like we ate a WHOLE BAR of cadbury blackforest and everyone was picking out the cookie and cherry bits! (x and lots of chips! i like lays sour cream! (x haha and JOLLY SHANDY. which was absolutely DISGUSTING at first, but the taste grew on me and i cant stop drinking! it is amazingly fizzing chilled. and the prawn roll thingyyyy! WHICH IS SO NICE AND ADDICTIVE! and omgosh. the jelly chocolate was awesome!!! i cant do a pull-up though. no matter WHAT i do, i cant do a pull-up. and so, i give up. renci can do it, so UNFAIRRR. i canttttt! i think im too dense and fat. omgosh. we are not having this discussion! yeah. i missed steamboat ): but i totally enjoyed playing the games! this time, NO TEAM LINWEN! (x haha! but its like this name-calling thing. OMGOSH LAH. we were SUPER HIGH. cos of the chocolate and jolly shandy. BOTOX! MADONNA! omgosh. i hate the animals one though. everyone keeps calling my terrible animals. like lizards and leeches. ARGHHHH. omgosh i keep calling whatever random thing on my mind. which is so not an animal lah! and i keep think GIRAFFE is J! omgosh! it sounds like right? GIRAFFE! (x i think mabel and her sister are so funny together! haha like completely opposites who fit together so well, like puzzle pieces. and her sister's name is like j-lo! haha! and taiti was like SO STONE. whenever i play taiti, i get lots of memories! like SENTOSA WITH SHIPERSTARRRRRRRRRR and then taiwan! but its a super stone game. asshole taiti. omgosh. from maid i become QUEEN (((x ahahaha i didnt even know how it happened! i wasnt even planning anything. the first time i tried to plan, but it didnt work out. second time i stoned and then when i played, it was like, i dont know what happened but whoosh! suddenly all my cards are gone! (x so we stopped playing cos finally! i am at the top! (((x the dark is really scaring though. and although im totally numb to renci's scary insy winsy spinder, SHE IS THE ULTIMATE SCARY IN THE DARK. and i was sleeping beside her! so i totally bunked with mabel instead. cos she is unintentionally scary in the dark.
OMGOSH I RANTED UNTIL MY FINGER HURT. but hold on! im not done!! whoever who actually sat down and read the whole thing until here, GOOD FOR YOU! keep going!
soccer; i hate soccer! omgosh. i cant kick a ball for nuts. i dont understand how ANYONE ahem, likes soccer. chong got a sprained ankle from soccer! again! poor chong! last year left leg, this year right. but at least not for as stupid reasons as last year. YOU WILL GET WELL TMR IN TIME FOR IMBA! thanks for cheering me up (((: anyways. that time me and jiemin did the zig zag thing. it was TERRIBLE. we were like kicking totally horizontally and vertically instead of diagonally. and the ball keeps going to the wrong side of the field. sighhhh. OHHHH WE DID TRICKS TODAY! it is real fun! like dancing with the ball. except i cant do it properly. but its still fun! haha ouch my poor toes. and omgosh i KEEP using my hands! its like super instinctive to just reach out to block the ball. or else how will the ball stop rolling? aish. the little match today was SO FUNNYYYYY i couldnt stop laughing! haha. like huiying totally kicked the ball to the other end of the field, and jiemin kicked the ball inbetween weiyi's legs and it got stuck! (x jiya and charlotte tried to do that too! but fail! haha! YUJIN IS SO RETARDED! this is how pe lessons always go:
lin: OMGOSHHHHH PRETTY CLOUDS
yujin: [super low and loud] OI LISTEN!
haha! the DEMON! bewareeeee. okay. the teacher is quite nice lah. as in like not that bad.
sentosa! i love the luge ride! like cos my hands were sweaty and tired from gripping the handbars, so i let myself down at full speed! i was racing with my brother but i let him win lahhhh. cos im NICE (: okayyyy. he won. but i let him! (x and it was at night so it was REAL dark. and real fun! (: i totally want to do it again! sentosa flowers this year. OKAY lahhh. not as impressive as the butterflies year.
IT WAS SO HARD TO FIND A PIC OF ME AND MY MOMMY! i swear like i dont have pics with her. i found one at BTNR we were both doing this :) and then this :D. haha. everyone says we look alike. haha. and then finally i used my baby photo so NO ONE can recognise me. and seriously, no one can. aish! did i change so much! but my baby photos are SO CUTE! (x
i am going to end off with the wonderful news that i found my black tube (:
dance with ME . (:
Thursday, January 01, 2009
TAIWAN GATHERING! so fun! i was a bit sianz at first oops sorry!
met up with ryan/shiwei/yinxin/huiqun to buy pop pop m&ms for everyone. haha and we were so late and everyone was waiting. oops. and and. i cant do anything related to a ball. even the coolios bball tricks and like the skipping thingy. okay i think im the only one who skips. and then there was wet stuff but i refused to get wet. poor renci got dunked into the pool like so many times. its fun to dunk people! haha. sorry, i didnt say anything. bbq was coolios. i didnt do much to help cos i think i will make things worse anyways. i tried to do the chicken wings but it will not be as good as joseph's and besides there was NO FIRE left. so i switched to marshmallows. omgosh. sailorboy is good at it. SO AM I (: haha. shifu. poor huiqun and her burnt marshmallows! haha. oh and treasure hunt. my leg muscles damn pain so when i walk i lag behind. and by the time i reached the next station, my group has already found the clue. and i have a wonderful gm. SAILORBOYYY (x okayyyy i sincerely hope you are not reading this. cos i was smsing claire while smsing my friend. oops.
THAT WAS SO OVERDUE. i dont feel like posting about taiwan anymore.
some updates in my life:
- i am a senior.
- my birthday is coming soon. in like 10 months.
- i have a lot of work to do and i should be doing it now but im not. arghs.
- i have no time to do my work.
- i am so stressed.
- i am so sadddddddddddddd.
- i am real confused. i dont know what im facing now. i dont understand it.
- i found my dbsk poker cards!
- i need to email my mingdao friends and maggie! which i havent!
- i am old. omgosh.
- i am sleepy.
- i love dance.
i think im turning into a j./ i totally need to list down my life or else i will get even more confused than i already am.
dance with ME . (: