Wednesday, January 03, 2007
DEPRESSED.
i dont wanna split classes. i mean, even if i have really nice people in my class, what good will it do? i dont like my class. it kind of sucks. just not the same as 109. not as cosy or noisy. its just different. maybe its because, we are just at the beginning. the beginning always sucks. but i dont wanna know this class. i just want to be back with 109. why couldnt they have left us alone?
i have hoped that this was all a mistake. and now, reality is sinking in, and it sucks. it sucks like shit. i dont want to see everyone so sad. i dont want to be sad. i hate this whole thing.
i really dont want to split classes. this is all so wrong. its like we bond, and they split us up. and it always happens. ALWAYS. coz no way are they keeping us tgt next year. why bond then? all the missing your ex-class. its so stupid. bond for WHAT?!??? [its like just an oxymoron, they expect us to bond, and they tear us away.]
and i think im losing my house spirit. its just, not there anymore. not good.
conclusion: teachers suck to the core. [i feel like a hypocrite. coz this sec 1's mom came and asked me about the school and teachers. what could i say? RGS IS DISGUSTING SCREWED. YOU MADE THE WRONG CHOICE. what? no way right?]
this is all wrong. all too wrong. [my mortal is a malay. sighhh cant complain about chinese then? and i guess i better find out her name. its really hard to remember, im so sorry! ): ]
maybe you thought you said too much to me. words that you shouldnt have said. thats why you wont talk to me. whyyy? not like i hate talking to you. in fact, talking to you is my pleasure, even if i keep down-grading you. whyy? why are you doing this to me???
i dont wanna split classes. i mean, even if i have really nice people in my class, what good will it do? i dont like my class. it kind of sucks. just not the same as 109. not as cosy or noisy. its just different. maybe its because, we are just at the beginning. the beginning always sucks. but i dont wanna know this class. i just want to be back with 109. why couldnt they have left us alone?
i have hoped that this was all a mistake. and now, reality is sinking in, and it sucks. it sucks like shit. i dont want to see everyone so sad. i dont want to be sad. i hate this whole thing.
i really dont want to split classes. this is all so wrong. its like we bond, and they split us up. and it always happens. ALWAYS. coz no way are they keeping us tgt next year. why bond then? all the missing your ex-class. its so stupid. bond for WHAT?!??? [its like just an oxymoron, they expect us to bond, and they tear us away.]
and i think im losing my house spirit. its just, not there anymore. not good.
conclusion: teachers suck to the core. [i feel like a hypocrite. coz this sec 1's mom came and asked me about the school and teachers. what could i say? RGS IS DISGUSTING SCREWED. YOU MADE THE WRONG CHOICE. what? no way right?]
this is all wrong. all too wrong. [my mortal is a malay. sighhh cant complain about chinese then? and i guess i better find out her name. its really hard to remember, im so sorry! ): ]
maybe you thought you said too much to me. words that you shouldnt have said. thats why you wont talk to me. whyyy? not like i hate talking to you. in fact, talking to you is my pleasure, even if i keep down-grading you. whyy? why are you doing this to me???
dance with ME . (: