Wednesday, May 30, 2007
the previous post was at fuzhou, where the com sucks like shit. damn blur. and super slow. so couldnt type much. this one is so much better. so duh i forgot some stuff. like forexample i broke my nail. which is seriously painful. oh. and i scratched my nail during rock climbing and argh, oh speaking of rock climbing i forgot to add that jaslyn saved the day! haha at least the retriever line. shrugggs. this is so random but i think im losing my muscles. ):
fuzhou was horrible. the air is so bad, i got a sore throat which is accompanied by fever. damn bad. ): and the traffic is the pits. oh man, its like you can die any moment lahh. >< so apparently, xiamen is so much better. where i am now.
well, so far nth much in my life. just so much sight seeing. and eating and sleeping. i think im getting fat and flabby. not good. darn i havent touched my hoemwork at all yet. shit got hist pt too. gotta catch up on freaking everything when i get back.
oh yes. i slipped and fell while running. hit the handrails. damn pain lahh, on my right side. ): 2 scrapped knees, poor poor me.
argh. sis poking. dad poking. bleahhhs.
gosh. what fun thers must be having now. sentio. the performance on 2 june and the one on dunno when. and the competition for the 2 items. and i cant go. ALL of those. ): errr. right now all i enjoy is speaking in rapid english/singlish/broekn chinese such that no one understands me. i want the chinese accent! (:
and. my player is screwed. doesnt play any song properly. i think the plane screwed it. crap. must go home and replace everything. but i hope the return trip doesnt screw the 34 jay chou songs i koped from bing bing ge ge! (x
fuzhou was horrible. the air is so bad, i got a sore throat which is accompanied by fever. damn bad. ): and the traffic is the pits. oh man, its like you can die any moment lahh. >< so apparently, xiamen is so much better. where i am now.
well, so far nth much in my life. just so much sight seeing. and eating and sleeping. i think im getting fat and flabby. not good. darn i havent touched my hoemwork at all yet. shit got hist pt too. gotta catch up on freaking everything when i get back.
oh yes. i slipped and fell while running. hit the handrails. damn pain lahh, on my right side. ): 2 scrapped knees, poor poor me.
argh. sis poking. dad poking. bleahhhs.
gosh. what fun thers must be having now. sentio. the performance on 2 june and the one on dunno when. and the competition for the 2 items. and i cant go. ALL of those. ): errr. right now all i enjoy is speaking in rapid english/singlish/broekn chinese such that no one understands me. i want the chinese accent! (:
and. my player is screwed. doesnt play any song properly. i think the plane screwed it. crap. must go home and replace everything. but i hope the return trip doesnt screw the 34 jay chou songs i koped from bing bing ge ge! (x
dance with ME . (:
Sunday, May 27, 2007
in china. everything is in chinese. the air stinks like crsp. and my occasional use of english/singlish sents everyone going huh. which is good, since i can probably like scold ppl w/o them noeing. (:
at least i can take airplanes w/o dying. and the mozzies love me. and everyone seems to think im too thin and gorging me with food. damn full and bloated. gonna get fat. and i realised milk tea here is white. kool. (x
tmr tmr tmr.
at least i can take airplanes w/o dying. and the mozzies love me. and everyone seems to think im too thin and gorging me with food. damn full and bloated. gonna get fat. and i realised milk tea here is white. kool. (x
tmr tmr tmr.
dance with ME . (:
Sunday, May 20, 2007
family day at sentosa = FUN. cept i didnt get my desired tan. which is stupid coz i spent hours under the hot hot sun just to try to get the perfect tan but nvm. and then i realised coz of the layer of sunscreen, i didnt get a tan. at all. well, at least i got a super sexy fire tattoo on my back/shoulder, which is washed off, sadly.
and. i shall strive to be a better dancer. oh wait, screw that. i want to be as good as yirong jiejie. i mean seriously, shes so darn good. wasted as a teacher lahh. look at her developes her feelings everything. and fantabulous in exams, and the lead for our concert. oh mann, shes so darn good. and 3 weeks off dancing gonna screw all my muscles and my flexibility, unless i stretch and train every week in china. which is so bleahhs. and i really want to be like yirong jiejie.
and. i shall strive to be a better dancer. oh wait, screw that. i want to be as good as yirong jiejie. i mean seriously, shes so darn good. wasted as a teacher lahh. look at her developes her feelings everything. and fantabulous in exams, and the lead for our concert. oh mann, shes so darn good. and 3 weeks off dancing gonna screw all my muscles and my flexibility, unless i stretch and train every week in china. which is so bleahhs. and i really want to be like yirong jiejie.
dance with ME . (:
Friday, May 18, 2007
no, i am not disappointed coz i am not and you are. i am disappointed that you have no faith in me, thinking our friendship will be lost just because of this. no i am not sad that i didnt get it. i am sad that i deproved, that im not good even enough, that i am a failure.
well, on the bright side, i love ballet. cept yi an keeps making me waste my valuable grey cells, thinking about cheem sentences and losing concentration, thus forgetting steps. or that i cant really get the steps. or the leg pain i get after each torturous session. yi an and her intoxication of her exuberance. bleahhs. at least the steps are getting funner, more exciting and complicated. and yiling is so blue. literally and figuratively. and no, that is NOT cheemness, you havent seen real ones.
well, on the bright side, i love ballet. cept yi an keeps making me waste my valuable grey cells, thinking about cheem sentences and losing concentration, thus forgetting steps. or that i cant really get the steps. or the leg pain i get after each torturous session. yi an and her intoxication of her exuberance. bleahhs. at least the steps are getting funner, more exciting and complicated. and yiling is so blue. literally and figuratively. and no, that is NOT cheemness, you havent seen real ones.
dance with ME . (:
Thursday, May 17, 2007
im sad. why did romeo and juliet die? it was JUST THIS SPLIT SECOND. she touched him, and then he had to die in shock. they could at least let her wake up AFTER he died, instead of witnessing him dying, and it just made the pain harder to bear. AHH I HATE TRAGEDIES. and he had to be so cute. leonardo dicaprio. and he looked like jesse mccartney! [on the bright side]
weeehooo. sl today was interesting. we were playing with zenir and then he didnt like us and was like: no need no need no need. then he took his bag and ran out of the class. then we went to chase him and he ran into a class. the teacher was so very pissed. then we chased him for like 3 rounds and he kept making loud noises and disturbing the class. ><>
weeehooo. sl today was interesting. we were playing with zenir and then he didnt like us and was like: no need no need no need. then he took his bag and ran out of the class. then we went to chase him and he ran into a class. the teacher was so very pissed. then we chased him for like 3 rounds and he kept making loud noises and disturbing the class. ><>
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. stupid results. evidence of my blatant stupidity. [trying to think of more cheem words] i dread my mid year report where each 2.4 or 2.0 spells out my death sentence. i cant believe i got so low. i want to get to rj. okay, thats 2 years later. but still!! eeeek. i feel so unaccomplished. its like when you feel that everything is going right, then everything just collapsed around you. not just missing sentio, but also the 2 performances outside, AND open house? oh mannn. and i DONT even WANT to GO. my life feels like its collapsing. DARN IM MISSING IO TOO. WTH. ohmigosh. ohmigosh. ohmigosh. crap. i think my GPA will be like only 2.8 which is NOT good. and i still want to be a psl. oh mannn. what happened to my studies?? and this never happened till the moment i stepped into this darn school. oh mannnn. i am so screwed. so uber screwed. and i cant pretend i dont care anymore, coz my grades are slipping by the second, getting lower and lower, maybe one day i cant even see them anymore and darn im making so many mistakes i have to keep backspacing which is freaking irritating. and the phone is ringing. hell. and gosh im getting myself so worked up being emo shit. but what the hell like seriously, got a slight scolding, but lucky nothing was threathened yet. still got my broadband and my dance chances. oh mannnn. i cant stand it.
from this moment, i MUST keep ALL my freaking subjects above 2.8 and if from now on i ever get below that, i will hand myself over to embarrassment which always gets me at the wrong moment. in short, i will jump off. the stairs, and fall probably.
from this moment, i MUST keep ALL my freaking subjects above 2.8 and if from now on i ever get below that, i will hand myself over to embarrassment which always gets me at the wrong moment. in short, i will jump off. the stairs, and fall probably.
dance with ME . (:
Sunday, May 13, 2007
woohoo. cant believe i did it. eventually, after so much postponing. and it was just so short. but anyways its done. (:
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
ooooh. exams are OVER. but i still feel like sth is bugging me. ahhh who cares lahhh.
i like spiderman 3. not the action stuff, which is kool but freaky esp sandman and venom. but i like it. yeahhh. harry is hot. but i like the pai peter! (:
i like weiying's hse!!!! AHHH. nice bedroom nice everything cannn??? gosh. nice hse. not nice dog. very freaky. but ahhhhhh i want to go again! trouble with my hse, its SO boringg. yeah, the glass walls are nice. 5 yrs ago. my pink room plus double decker was fab. 5 yrs ago. i luvvv the prom like lights. 5 yrs ago. MY HOUSE IS BORING. cept for the fact it is BESIDE imm. ahhh. i like the way i am. girl, sometimes stupid, crazy, blur, retarded, and mad. but i wanna go weiying's house again!!!
i like spiderman 3. not the action stuff, which is kool but freaky esp sandman and venom. but i like it. yeahhh. harry is hot. but i like the pai peter! (:
i like weiying's hse!!!! AHHH. nice bedroom nice everything cannn??? gosh. nice hse. not nice dog. very freaky. but ahhhhhh i want to go again! trouble with my hse, its SO boringg. yeah, the glass walls are nice. 5 yrs ago. my pink room plus double decker was fab. 5 yrs ago. i luvvv the prom like lights. 5 yrs ago. MY HOUSE IS BORING. cept for the fact it is BESIDE imm. ahhh. i like the way i am. girl, sometimes stupid, crazy, blur, retarded, and mad. but i wanna go weiying's house again!!!
dance with ME . (:
Friday, May 04, 2007
in no order:
i <3 ramen ten
i <3 kyungtae
i <3 chong
i <3 weiying
i <3 rachel
i <3 xiaoxiaozu
i <3 rgdance
i <3 dance
i <3 richard
i <3 109
i <3 201
i <3 oreo pearl tea
i <3 food
i <3 chocolate
i <3 pink
i <3 beloved welfare
i <3 eenette
i <3 zoelyn
i <3 mentoes
i <3 imm
i <3 cheer
i <3 my batch
i <3 my stuff
i <3 God
i <3 class outing/chalet
i <3 everyone!
yeahhh! im in a fantabulous mood! even though its MYAs and tmr must mug, and like sunday must go for ballet, i feel HIGH. even though fish scolded me just now for not having straight legs and not keeping hips square and not doing everything right. GOSH I FORGOT MY PORT DE BRAS AGAIN. crap.
ohh nooo. i dont want to be like that shi tian person whoever she is. i went to her blog just now, and she seems like this person who totally acts cute and everything and her posts are kind of irritating no offense to her hope she doesnt find out. i just dont wanna be called like her. ewww no.
oh no. i think i flunked english and hist. i nvr finished my summary. which is 25 marks. which means i will fail and no cheer next year. NO WAAY. i shld mug. wth am i doing?
HELP A.S.A.P
and it nvr fails. always say a prayer
i <3 ramen ten
i <3 kyungtae
i <3 chong
i <3 weiying
i <3 rachel
i <3 xiaoxiaozu
i <3 rgdance
i <3 dance
i <3 richard
i <3 109
i <3 201
i <3 oreo pearl tea
i <3 food
i <3 chocolate
i <3 pink
i <3 beloved welfare
i <3 eenette
i <3 zoelyn
i <3 mentoes
i <3 imm
i <3 cheer
i <3 my batch
i <3 my stuff
i <3 God
i <3 class outing/chalet
i <3 everyone!
yeahhh! im in a fantabulous mood! even though its MYAs and tmr must mug, and like sunday must go for ballet, i feel HIGH. even though fish scolded me just now for not having straight legs and not keeping hips square and not doing everything right. GOSH I FORGOT MY PORT DE BRAS AGAIN. crap.
ohh nooo. i dont want to be like that shi tian person whoever she is. i went to her blog just now, and she seems like this person who totally acts cute and everything and her posts are kind of irritating no offense to her hope she doesnt find out. i just dont wanna be called like her. ewww no.
oh no. i think i flunked english and hist. i nvr finished my summary. which is 25 marks. which means i will fail and no cheer next year. NO WAAY. i shld mug. wth am i doing?
HELP A.S.A.P
and it nvr fails. always say a prayer
dance with ME . (: