Wednesday, May 16, 2007
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. stupid results. evidence of my blatant stupidity. [trying to think of more cheem words] i dread my mid year report where each 2.4 or 2.0 spells out my death sentence. i cant believe i got so low. i want to get to rj. okay, thats 2 years later. but still!! eeeek. i feel so unaccomplished. its like when you feel that everything is going right, then everything just collapsed around you. not just missing sentio, but also the 2 performances outside, AND open house? oh mannn. and i DONT even WANT to GO. my life feels like its collapsing. DARN IM MISSING IO TOO. WTH. ohmigosh. ohmigosh. ohmigosh. crap. i think my GPA will be like only 2.8 which is NOT good. and i still want to be a psl. oh mannn. what happened to my studies?? and this never happened till the moment i stepped into this darn school. oh mannnn. i am so screwed. so uber screwed. and i cant pretend i dont care anymore, coz my grades are slipping by the second, getting lower and lower, maybe one day i cant even see them anymore and darn im making so many mistakes i have to keep backspacing which is freaking irritating. and the phone is ringing. hell. and gosh im getting myself so worked up being emo shit. but what the hell like seriously, got a slight scolding, but lucky nothing was threathened yet. still got my broadband and my dance chances. oh mannnn. i cant stand it.
from this moment, i MUST keep ALL my freaking subjects above 2.8 and if from now on i ever get below that, i will hand myself over to embarrassment which always gets me at the wrong moment. in short, i will jump off. the stairs, and fall probably.
from this moment, i MUST keep ALL my freaking subjects above 2.8 and if from now on i ever get below that, i will hand myself over to embarrassment which always gets me at the wrong moment. in short, i will jump off. the stairs, and fall probably.
dance with ME . (: