Friday, May 18, 2007
no, i am not disappointed coz i am not and you are. i am disappointed that you have no faith in me, thinking our friendship will be lost just because of this. no i am not sad that i didnt get it. i am sad that i deproved, that im not good even enough, that i am a failure.
well, on the bright side, i love ballet. cept yi an keeps making me waste my valuable grey cells, thinking about cheem sentences and losing concentration, thus forgetting steps. or that i cant really get the steps. or the leg pain i get after each torturous session. yi an and her intoxication of her exuberance. bleahhs. at least the steps are getting funner, more exciting and complicated. and yiling is so blue. literally and figuratively. and no, that is NOT cheemness, you havent seen real ones.
well, on the bright side, i love ballet. cept yi an keeps making me waste my valuable grey cells, thinking about cheem sentences and losing concentration, thus forgetting steps. or that i cant really get the steps. or the leg pain i get after each torturous session. yi an and her intoxication of her exuberance. bleahhs. at least the steps are getting funner, more exciting and complicated. and yiling is so blue. literally and figuratively. and no, that is NOT cheemness, you havent seen real ones.
dance with ME . (: