Saturday, June 30, 2007
i finally decided my 101th post to photos. frm china trip. disclaimer: these photos are chosen from 4gb worth of photos and are only chosen cos i like them, and they dont totally represent china at all. and no scenery at all.
this is a candid shot. believe it or not.
i love plane food
i love my xiaogugu for bringing this to me all the way(:
isnt this cake just so awesome and grand? 80th bday grandpa~
(the story of my little pink flower)
i picked up a flower, and it found its way to bingbing gege's head.
it didnt like it, so it moved on.
to linyi gege's head. but it didnt like it. so,
it found my head! how perfect, but alas,
it was eaten by a fish! so bye flower!
grand hotels require grand utensils. i like the nice red flower napkin so i didnt use it. note the 3 glasses! honeydew juice, red wine and cucumber juice. and the soysauce and vinegar. and note the near empty wine glass. im never going to touch alcohol ever again. so burning.
theres much more pics, but i keep losing them. so i wont continue anymore. its mainly funny and interesting ones, and those of me trying to be glam. sighh, the old days.
dance with ME . (:
my hundredth post. and it has to be about this. so i suggest you dont read on. if ur even reading.
disappointment. they say life has its equal share of ups and downs. then why is mine imbalanced with more downs? i know, and im immune to all the freaking opportunities that i waved goodbye to. and i am happy, happiness is my wonderful mask.
and i thought the only good thing i can cling on to is myself. and what happens to me? i got a freaking sixty plus or maybe fifty plus for grade 5. which means i failed. miserably. why oh why did i deprove so much? im such a loser. and i freaking cant dance that 3 swans thingy cos i never danced it for so long. i cant even catch the rhythm. and so obviously, i wont be doing that for the concert. how shitty. and i know it coz its just like with zhengning and jiajun on that round, and im the jiajun. ):
disappointment. they say life has its equal share of ups and downs. then why is mine imbalanced with more downs? i know, and im immune to all the freaking opportunities that i waved goodbye to. and i am happy, happiness is my wonderful mask.
and i thought the only good thing i can cling on to is myself. and what happens to me? i got a freaking sixty plus or maybe fifty plus for grade 5. which means i failed. miserably. why oh why did i deprove so much? im such a loser. and i freaking cant dance that 3 swans thingy cos i never danced it for so long. i cant even catch the rhythm. and so obviously, i wont be doing that for the concert. how shitty. and i know it coz its just like with zhengning and jiajun on that round, and im the jiajun. ):
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
this is so not correct. but funny all the same thinking how leon would totally agree with it. (: but everyone. do not believe this at all. leave leon in his self-delusional state.
ahhh. im still uncontrollably addicted to jack sparrow. (:
dance with ME . (:
Monday, June 25, 2007
i think fish collaborates with xujie.
first he looks very familiar.
then i flip through my brocehures, realising...
i saw his graduation dance from la-selle, gemini of swan song.
then he danced in this weird thingy which i cant rem.
and he was co-producer of la-grand's school's dance concert.
and he is co-producing our concert.
and i saw him in person when he came on sunday.
and hes yi an / scgs' dance teacher.
wow.
first he looks very familiar.
then i flip through my brocehures, realising...
i saw his graduation dance from la-selle, gemini of swan song.
then he danced in this weird thingy which i cant rem.
and he was co-producer of la-grand's school's dance concert.
and he is co-producing our concert.
and i saw him in person when he came on sunday.
and hes yi an / scgs' dance teacher.
wow.
dance with ME . (:
Friday, June 22, 2007
the impact of this reveal is just so great, pulling me away from the world of fantasy i have been in since the start of the hols. the hols are ending. yes, that is no more playing, no more swooning over jack sparrow, and to focus. and no, the great reveal is actually the fact that 3 weeks of no dance has been detrimental to me.
yes, i can do absolutely nothing. no releve, no adage, not even able to accomplish a simple center exercise. not even 1st port a bras. i almost fell, coz my stupid legs were unable to hold me up. i have never been scolded so much in one lesson. every movement seems to be wrong, so foreign it is to me, and the way im doing it does not seemed to have changed. but everything is wrong and nothing is right.
and they are going for competitions. when all i could do was stand at the side, trying to figure out the new steps which i hadnt learnt. oh, the opportunities i have missed. stupidly.
and why do i feel as if i have lost everything?
yes, i can do absolutely nothing. no releve, no adage, not even able to accomplish a simple center exercise. not even 1st port a bras. i almost fell, coz my stupid legs were unable to hold me up. i have never been scolded so much in one lesson. every movement seems to be wrong, so foreign it is to me, and the way im doing it does not seemed to have changed. but everything is wrong and nothing is right.
and they are going for competitions. when all i could do was stand at the side, trying to figure out the new steps which i hadnt learnt. oh, the opportunities i have missed. stupidly.
and why do i feel as if i have lost everything?
dance with ME . (:
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
went out with cas and leon. muahaha damn funn! we went iceskating and shopping and watched pirates. oh mannnn i luvvvv johnny depp. and i will be in this stupid craze for 2 wks. but hes damn funny and sexayy!
dance with ME . (:
Monday, June 18, 2007
home sweet home! yeah back on spore soil. well, not technically since we buy sand from indonesia but anyways, i have been to fuzhou xiamen nanping wuyishan nanping fuzhou. (: and now finally back!
and i realised i have so much hw! and so little time.
i like the air plane! so fun, and you look down, its like seeing stars below you! [night flight] and the food is so cute! (:
and i realised i have so much hw! and so little time.
i like the air plane! so fun, and you look down, its like seeing stars below you! [night flight] and the food is so cute! (:
dance with ME . (:
Friday, June 15, 2007
in nanping. (:
hahahahah. tormented my cousin cos we walked around, shopping like for 5 rounds. (x i didnt feel a thing but he was damn tired. (x so we made him walk extra rounds, and didnt let him sit. hah. and im typing while his reading this.
the day before we came back frm 513. very funnnnnnn(: we climbed and climbed and climbed. its all mountains.
i luvv my baby cousin jiajun so cute!
): going back in 2 more dayyys.
and i havent done my hw. oh crap.
hahahahah. tormented my cousin cos we walked around, shopping like for 5 rounds. (x i didnt feel a thing but he was damn tired. (x so we made him walk extra rounds, and didnt let him sit. hah. and im typing while his reading this.
the day before we came back frm 513. very funnnnnnn(: we climbed and climbed and climbed. its all mountains.
i luvv my baby cousin jiajun so cute!
): going back in 2 more dayyys.
and i havent done my hw. oh crap.
dance with ME . (:
Friday, June 08, 2007
tmr i will be stuck in an non aircon bus for 10 hrs. marvelous.
i dont wanna leave. but i miss spore.
i cant wait for next next tues. but i guess monday i have to REALLY catch up. and wednesday. so thurs and fri i can go dance! yay!
i dont wanna leave. but i miss spore.
i cant wait for next next tues. but i guess monday i have to REALLY catch up. and wednesday. so thurs and fri i can go dance! yay!
dance with ME . (:
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
gan zhou is a shopping haven. so far i have been shopping non stop. how fun! i havent gotten presents, i dunno what to get. bleahhhs >< but anyways, its also raining non stop. and the ladies bargain like siao. sth frm 68 bucks to 25 bucks. not bad ehh? i should learn.
i really should start on hw. and i cant wait to go back and choreo and dance! and. i thought china will have nice cheap butterfly clips. but those here suck. so forgive me if i return back without any presents for you guys. expect nothing. sadly. nvm, i shall get you chips with jay chou on it. i only have 2 packs though, give who?
i really should start on hw. and i cant wait to go back and choreo and dance! and. i thought china will have nice cheap butterfly clips. but those here suck. so forgive me if i return back without any presents for you guys. expect nothing. sadly. nvm, i shall get you chips with jay chou on it. i only have 2 packs though, give who?
dance with ME . (:
Saturday, June 02, 2007
i am so swollen with mozz bites you wont recognise me. and i swear im gonna die of lung cancer and fatness. i feel so bloated. and i never want to see a prawn a fish kangkong and strawberries ever again.
coz i ate them everyday twice. bleahh. and for strawberry, i bit into one, saw a big fat hole, something white and slimy wriggling inside, screamed, ran 5m away, and came back 10 min later, still screaming.
and yesterday was children's day. 2 children's day for me this yr. just that no one celebrates it for me.
and coz i probably wont find a com tmr, HAPPY BE EARLYIED BIRTHDAY CAS!!! I LOVEYOUU WORX!
and coz i have no inspiration for anything, i shall not think about the nat day dance. but i want the script. (:
coz i ate them everyday twice. bleahh. and for strawberry, i bit into one, saw a big fat hole, something white and slimy wriggling inside, screamed, ran 5m away, and came back 10 min later, still screaming.
and yesterday was children's day. 2 children's day for me this yr. just that no one celebrates it for me.
and coz i probably wont find a com tmr, HAPPY BE EARLYIED BIRTHDAY CAS!!! I LOVEYOUU WORX!
and coz i have no inspiration for anything, i shall not think about the nat day dance. but i want the script. (:
dance with ME . (: