Friday, June 22, 2007
the impact of this reveal is just so great, pulling me away from the world of fantasy i have been in since the start of the hols. the hols are ending. yes, that is no more playing, no more swooning over jack sparrow, and to focus. and no, the great reveal is actually the fact that 3 weeks of no dance has been detrimental to me.
yes, i can do absolutely nothing. no releve, no adage, not even able to accomplish a simple center exercise. not even 1st port a bras. i almost fell, coz my stupid legs were unable to hold me up. i have never been scolded so much in one lesson. every movement seems to be wrong, so foreign it is to me, and the way im doing it does not seemed to have changed. but everything is wrong and nothing is right.
and they are going for competitions. when all i could do was stand at the side, trying to figure out the new steps which i hadnt learnt. oh, the opportunities i have missed. stupidly.
and why do i feel as if i have lost everything?
yes, i can do absolutely nothing. no releve, no adage, not even able to accomplish a simple center exercise. not even 1st port a bras. i almost fell, coz my stupid legs were unable to hold me up. i have never been scolded so much in one lesson. every movement seems to be wrong, so foreign it is to me, and the way im doing it does not seemed to have changed. but everything is wrong and nothing is right.
and they are going for competitions. when all i could do was stand at the side, trying to figure out the new steps which i hadnt learnt. oh, the opportunities i have missed. stupidly.
and why do i feel as if i have lost everything?
dance with ME . (: