Saturday, June 30, 2007
my hundredth post. and it has to be about this. so i suggest you dont read on. if ur even reading.
disappointment. they say life has its equal share of ups and downs. then why is mine imbalanced with more downs? i know, and im immune to all the freaking opportunities that i waved goodbye to. and i am happy, happiness is my wonderful mask.
and i thought the only good thing i can cling on to is myself. and what happens to me? i got a freaking sixty plus or maybe fifty plus for grade 5. which means i failed. miserably. why oh why did i deprove so much? im such a loser. and i freaking cant dance that 3 swans thingy cos i never danced it for so long. i cant even catch the rhythm. and so obviously, i wont be doing that for the concert. how shitty. and i know it coz its just like with zhengning and jiajun on that round, and im the jiajun. ):
disappointment. they say life has its equal share of ups and downs. then why is mine imbalanced with more downs? i know, and im immune to all the freaking opportunities that i waved goodbye to. and i am happy, happiness is my wonderful mask.
and i thought the only good thing i can cling on to is myself. and what happens to me? i got a freaking sixty plus or maybe fifty plus for grade 5. which means i failed. miserably. why oh why did i deprove so much? im such a loser. and i freaking cant dance that 3 swans thingy cos i never danced it for so long. i cant even catch the rhythm. and so obviously, i wont be doing that for the concert. how shitty. and i know it coz its just like with zhengning and jiajun on that round, and im the jiajun. ):
dance with ME . (: