Thursday, July 05, 2007
oooh. im so so touched by cas. how i wish she was in rgs, so i can be besties with her and see her everyday! too! (:
sighhh. and she made me realise what a happy and bonded class 109 was. sth i never had, esp in 6r. i luvvvvvv 109!! and richard!! and dance!! and my dear friends!! (:
i luvv eenette for my bible! (: and the msg.
and also, i will still fume about being referred to as caveman. what the? like its our fault we HAVE to cheer like that? [though it is so very special and brings out the rafflesian spirit and you know its us down the streets if you hear the 'growls'.] BUT STILL! no reason to call us cavemen! old school tradition, and to be coordinated to ri. which is rather dumb. since we are informed that ri guys cheer damn high. *hint hint* but hey that defeats the whole point of cheering low! but i luvv it! i luvv school! i luvv the spirit, i luvv[not so] the crazy rules, the crazy ppl, richardson, dance, everything! im in such a loving spirit today, and i hate to dampen it, but psb interviews are this saturday. and i am so scared, and so helpless. its like i dont know what to do, to prepare, and i just want the position so badly. its like reliving sec1 orientation, and then i told myself that when i am sec3, i must be a psl so i can be a fantabulous role model like our psls too! and its like everyone who signed up is so much more of psl material, and im like nothing? so its like i think too much of myself to even apply. oh mannn, but i do so want to be a psl! and be enthu and luvv everyone. so so so scared. i mean, as of my character, i ALSO screw up interviews. without fail. and if i screw up...gosh i dont know of the things i will do if i dont get it. its like my life-long[or life in rgs] goal and if i dont achieve it...): i know abby weiting sherrie said just be yourselves, but what if its just not psl material? [coz deep down i know im not good enough] ):
oh Lord, please help me, guide me through saturday's interview, give me the courage to be myself, and lead me through the questions. i pray that i wont stumble through anything, that You will be there for me, help me to ace it, or to do my best, and that everything will go smoothly. i really really want to be a psl, but i know i cant do it without You. Lord, help me to realise the answers within me, the real true answers that i would answer with whole-heartedly. i pray that You will pick me up, even if i dont get in, that i will still be able to continue through. in Jesus' name i pray, Amen
sighhh. and she made me realise what a happy and bonded class 109 was. sth i never had, esp in 6r. i luvvvvvv 109!! and richard!! and dance!! and my dear friends!! (:
i luvv eenette for my bible! (: and the msg.
and also, i will still fume about being referred to as caveman. what the? like its our fault we HAVE to cheer like that? [though it is so very special and brings out the rafflesian spirit and you know its us down the streets if you hear the 'growls'.] BUT STILL! no reason to call us cavemen! old school tradition, and to be coordinated to ri. which is rather dumb. since we are informed that ri guys cheer damn high. *hint hint* but hey that defeats the whole point of cheering low! but i luvv it! i luvv school! i luvv the spirit, i luvv[not so] the crazy rules, the crazy ppl, richardson, dance, everything! im in such a loving spirit today, and i hate to dampen it, but psb interviews are this saturday. and i am so scared, and so helpless. its like i dont know what to do, to prepare, and i just want the position so badly. its like reliving sec1 orientation, and then i told myself that when i am sec3, i must be a psl so i can be a fantabulous role model like our psls too! and its like everyone who signed up is so much more of psl material, and im like nothing? so its like i think too much of myself to even apply. oh mannn, but i do so want to be a psl! and be enthu and luvv everyone. so so so scared. i mean, as of my character, i ALSO screw up interviews. without fail. and if i screw up...gosh i dont know of the things i will do if i dont get it. its like my life-long[or life in rgs] goal and if i dont achieve it...): i know abby weiting sherrie said just be yourselves, but what if its just not psl material? [coz deep down i know im not good enough] ):
oh Lord, please help me, guide me through saturday's interview, give me the courage to be myself, and lead me through the questions. i pray that i wont stumble through anything, that You will be there for me, help me to ace it, or to do my best, and that everything will go smoothly. i really really want to be a psl, but i know i cant do it without You. Lord, help me to realise the answers within me, the real true answers that i would answer with whole-heartedly. i pray that You will pick me up, even if i dont get in, that i will still be able to continue through. in Jesus' name i pray, Amen
dance with ME . (: