Friday, August 24, 2007
everytime i come back from dance, like anything dance class: mambo, cca, ballet...omigosh. i feel like crap. coz i suck. i dont know why. maybe im just not meant to be. like you know, lin-the-no-talents-at-all-girl.
it doesnt take a rocket science [quoted kt] to figure out why i suck like so so so much.
i know theres a reason why i never get chosen. the reason why i never improve no matter how much i try. it certainly doesnt take a rocket science to figure that out.
i can like totally quote out WHAT im missed out because of my pathetic skills. it will be like bu sheng mei ju.
they say psls must be cheerful.
i wish i can at least strain a smile right now.
eeew. i need to shower. so stinky and smelly and sticky from dance. so much ive put in, where are my rewards? what do i get? dont we reap what we sow?
and it doesnt help that im gonna fail chi pt. and eng PE SA.
i think no one will realise that the droplets of water are not sweat, but tears.
Lord help me. please pick me up from where i fell, because whatever i do does no benefit to me at all. i really dont know what i should or could do. i need to sandpaper my dance. or whatever that means. i need all the help. i need the little nudge in the right direction. im so lost. so so lost. help me find the right way.
it doesnt take a rocket science [quoted kt] to figure out why i suck like so so so much.
i know theres a reason why i never get chosen. the reason why i never improve no matter how much i try. it certainly doesnt take a rocket science to figure that out.
i can like totally quote out WHAT im missed out because of my pathetic skills. it will be like bu sheng mei ju.
they say psls must be cheerful.
i wish i can at least strain a smile right now.
eeew. i need to shower. so stinky and smelly and sticky from dance. so much ive put in, where are my rewards? what do i get? dont we reap what we sow?
and it doesnt help that im gonna fail chi pt. and eng PE SA.
i think no one will realise that the droplets of water are not sweat, but tears.
Lord help me. please pick me up from where i fell, because whatever i do does no benefit to me at all. i really dont know what i should or could do. i need to sandpaper my dance. or whatever that means. i need all the help. i need the little nudge in the right direction. im so lost. so so lost. help me find the right way.
dance with ME . (:
Friday, August 17, 2007
omigosh. so much so much has happened.
- math sucks. hope i can get 3.2 at least. totally panicked. no time. lost 10m already. first time ever being so pathetic
- geog bio fine phewww, or more than fine (:
- i scared for chi and eng oral and lit and hist coz i know im gonna screw up.
- omigosh and this the unbelievable one. PSB08' <3
its so kool to find out what your pri school friends are like now. and they are all so unexpected. just like me. who thought the stupid, quiet girl at the back of the class with no friends would be what i am? okayy. at least now i have friends. and im not that quiet. im diff, and proud of it. omigosh. some of them, unexpectedly, are cheerleaders [ok, it was expected but i was still shocked], psls [this i am pretty shocked], got contacts [surprise surprise], became lian [omigosh] etc etc. oh myyy. sounds like myself, the first 2 pts. ahh well.
thankyou Lord, for everything and everything
dance with ME . (:
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i have been waiting for this day for very long. (: my 109th post. how historical! (: oh mannnn i luvvvv 109 and the fun and spastic times we had. i want class gathering! (:
ms loo...dont you luvv 109 too? and mansi...
we are such a fun class! (:
i cant find all my other photos. oh no, hope i havent lost them. thats disastrous.
but yeahh, you know, class parties, chalet, welfare commm <3,>Q: What makes you laugh?
A: other people's misfortunes (teachers)
A: stupid people/music videos trying to act emo and cool but fail
A: almost everything
Q: Is laughter important to you?
A: funny what!
A: it makes no diff
A: reader's digest says laughter is the best medicine
A: i like to be happy :D
A: burns fat
Q: What makes you think laughter is commonly heard in school
A: my friends laugh alot...
A: laugh about things in RGS
A: i heard it
A: youngsters like to be funny
A: i hear people laughing all the time
A: many people have a great sense of humour
A: it is heard
A: i always see my friends laughing
A: students joke around
A: Girls. enough said.
A: cheerful, bubbly students
A: from me! (: --peiqi
A: erm.
A: there are happy people around
A: i hear a lot of laughter
A: 205 is a funny class
A: some girls cant stop doing it
A: girls are giggly
A: very noisy
A: RGS funny what!
A: wide mix of people who laugh for no reason
Q: RGS should laugh more? Why?
A: yes, but i laugh a lot already
A: yes, HAPPY!
A: yes, stop being so mugger
A: yes, lightens the heart
A: no, it irks me sometimes
A: yes, but we tend to laugh a little too loud sometimes
A: no, they always laugh a lot
A: no, they sound really annoying
A: yes, FUN.
A: yes, the more the merrier. just dont go nuttoz.
A: yes, getting fat
Q: Where do you get information on laughter from?
A: i just know
A: life
A: common sense
A: myself
A: my KNOWLEDGE :D ---peiqi
A: everywhere
A: comedies
A: TV
A: experience?!
omigosh. hope you havent died from laughing too much, i mean naturally, when our rs is on laughter, but too much of one good thing may not be good! yay. though i nearly laughed till i get abs. (x
ms loo...dont you luvv 109 too? and mansi...
we are such a fun class! (:
i cant find all my other photos. oh no, hope i havent lost them. thats disastrous.
but yeahh, you know, class parties, chalet, welfare commm <3,>Q: What makes you laugh?
A: other people's misfortunes (teachers)
A: stupid people/music videos trying to act emo and cool but fail
A: almost everything
Q: Is laughter important to you?
A: funny what!
A: it makes no diff
A: reader's digest says laughter is the best medicine
A: i like to be happy :D
A: burns fat
Q: What makes you think laughter is commonly heard in school
A: my friends laugh alot...
A: laugh about things in RGS
A: i heard it
A: youngsters like to be funny
A: i hear people laughing all the time
A: many people have a great sense of humour
A: it is heard
A: i always see my friends laughing
A: students joke around
A: Girls. enough said.
A: cheerful, bubbly students
A: from me! (: --peiqi
A: erm.
A: there are happy people around
A: i hear a lot of laughter
A: 205 is a funny class
A: some girls cant stop doing it
A: girls are giggly
A: very noisy
A: RGS funny what!
A: wide mix of people who laugh for no reason
Q: RGS should laugh more? Why?
A: yes, but i laugh a lot already
A: yes, HAPPY!
A: yes, stop being so mugger
A: yes, lightens the heart
A: no, it irks me sometimes
A: yes, but we tend to laugh a little too loud sometimes
A: no, they always laugh a lot
A: no, they sound really annoying
A: yes, FUN.
A: yes, the more the merrier. just dont go nuttoz.
A: yes, getting fat
Q: Where do you get information on laughter from?
A: i just know
A: life
A: common sense
A: myself
A: my KNOWLEDGE :D ---peiqi
A: everywhere
A: comedies
A: TV
A: experience?!
omigosh. hope you havent died from laughing too much, i mean naturally, when our rs is on laughter, but too much of one good thing may not be good! yay. though i nearly laughed till i get abs. (x
dance with ME . (: