Friday, August 24, 2007
everytime i come back from dance, like anything dance class: mambo, cca, ballet...omigosh. i feel like crap. coz i suck. i dont know why. maybe im just not meant to be. like you know, lin-the-no-talents-at-all-girl.
it doesnt take a rocket science [quoted kt] to figure out why i suck like so so so much.
i know theres a reason why i never get chosen. the reason why i never improve no matter how much i try. it certainly doesnt take a rocket science to figure that out.
i can like totally quote out WHAT im missed out because of my pathetic skills. it will be like bu sheng mei ju.
they say psls must be cheerful.
i wish i can at least strain a smile right now.
eeew. i need to shower. so stinky and smelly and sticky from dance. so much ive put in, where are my rewards? what do i get? dont we reap what we sow?
and it doesnt help that im gonna fail chi pt. and eng PE SA.
i think no one will realise that the droplets of water are not sweat, but tears.
Lord help me. please pick me up from where i fell, because whatever i do does no benefit to me at all. i really dont know what i should or could do. i need to sandpaper my dance. or whatever that means. i need all the help. i need the little nudge in the right direction. im so lost. so so lost. help me find the right way.
it doesnt take a rocket science [quoted kt] to figure out why i suck like so so so much.
i know theres a reason why i never get chosen. the reason why i never improve no matter how much i try. it certainly doesnt take a rocket science to figure that out.
i can like totally quote out WHAT im missed out because of my pathetic skills. it will be like bu sheng mei ju.
they say psls must be cheerful.
i wish i can at least strain a smile right now.
eeew. i need to shower. so stinky and smelly and sticky from dance. so much ive put in, where are my rewards? what do i get? dont we reap what we sow?
and it doesnt help that im gonna fail chi pt. and eng PE SA.
i think no one will realise that the droplets of water are not sweat, but tears.
Lord help me. please pick me up from where i fell, because whatever i do does no benefit to me at all. i really dont know what i should or could do. i need to sandpaper my dance. or whatever that means. i need all the help. i need the little nudge in the right direction. im so lost. so so lost. help me find the right way.
dance with ME . (: