Thursday, September 20, 2007
now no one knows why im emoing. again.
im so disappointed in you. why do you always hang around like you clearly dont want to? im really really sorry im irritating to you. i didnt know? you dont have to come confusing me. im already confused enough. i thought you knew me. but argh. i cant take it anymore. im not a freaking dustbin. if you want, you can always go away. and leave me alone. like its not bad enough already. i just dont know what to do around you. stupid dilemma.
why do you have to come and pierce through my heart. as it is im not doing well in my studies. i know you prob been like first for everything. whatever. im used to being the last. AHHH I HATE MYSELF WHY AM I ALWAYS SO MEAN TO OTHER PEOPLE> im sorry.
i need to find who i am. ive been horrible. i can feel it too. friends. ?
i feel so so bad. i feel like a mean person. a bitchy loser. why.
im failing math and lit. im failing the subjects which i LIKE. im sorry, but i like math. and lit. i need HELP. ):
im so disappointed in you. why do you always hang around like you clearly dont want to? im really really sorry im irritating to you. i didnt know? you dont have to come confusing me. im already confused enough. i thought you knew me. but argh. i cant take it anymore. im not a freaking dustbin. if you want, you can always go away. and leave me alone. like its not bad enough already. i just dont know what to do around you. stupid dilemma.
why do you have to come and pierce through my heart. as it is im not doing well in my studies. i know you prob been like first for everything. whatever. im used to being the last. AHHH I HATE MYSELF WHY AM I ALWAYS SO MEAN TO OTHER PEOPLE> im sorry.
i need to find who i am. ive been horrible. i can feel it too. friends. ?
i feel so so bad. i feel like a mean person. a bitchy loser. why.
im failing math and lit. im failing the subjects which i LIKE. im sorry, but i like math. and lit. i need HELP. ):
dance with ME . (: