Tuesday, September 11, 2007
to my dearest dearest friend.
everyone deserves off days. i know your damn sad and pissed. i know the feeling of like when everything is going wrong and nothing seems right. trust me. it happened too much. place your faith in God. everything will go right soon. you may not see it now, but its going to come like real soon like sooner than you think.
at least you dont have a psycho mom. GOSH she seriously drive me nuts. she goes on and on and on. and drives me to tears. EVERYDAY. and she just continues. i swear if you get me a doctor, you will find that i am tethering on the line of insanity. im so so stressed.
and my stupid bro is trying to snatch the com from me. literally and figurally. after he fails to get the mouse, he goes to my dad and complain. WHAT THE. cant a girl get some peace and privacy in this madhouse>
and my sis doesnt speak to me. which is a VERY good thing. EXCEPT. she does. everytime she sees me, she goes LOSER or BIG FAT PIG or STUPID or some weird phrase she thinks of.
and they ALWAYS compare my marks with my sis. and OBVIOUSLY i get lower. EACH TIME.
and my bro just offed all the lights in my room. knowing perfectly im RIGHT HERE. and he ALWAYS watch off the tv each time im watching.
GOSH CANT I FREAKING GET AN EASIER LIFE.
and it doesnt help listening to just so you know now. tears are streaming like mad. no kidding.
my bro just came and peered into my eyes. resisted urge to shove him off.
i cant wait to get 18 and get away from home.
oh no major digress. supp to comfort you and everything. sighh. but i know whatever i say just makes it worse. so nvm.
you know each time i say i hate you i never mean it. its always in this way like not really mean it one. but i guess you cant tell. cos of the really hurting suanning remarks. maybe you dont mean it too. sighhh.
<3>
everyone deserves off days. i know your damn sad and pissed. i know the feeling of like when everything is going wrong and nothing seems right. trust me. it happened too much. place your faith in God. everything will go right soon. you may not see it now, but its going to come like real soon like sooner than you think.
at least you dont have a psycho mom. GOSH she seriously drive me nuts. she goes on and on and on. and drives me to tears. EVERYDAY. and she just continues. i swear if you get me a doctor, you will find that i am tethering on the line of insanity. im so so stressed.
and my stupid bro is trying to snatch the com from me. literally and figurally. after he fails to get the mouse, he goes to my dad and complain. WHAT THE. cant a girl get some peace and privacy in this madhouse>
and my sis doesnt speak to me. which is a VERY good thing. EXCEPT. she does. everytime she sees me, she goes LOSER or BIG FAT PIG or STUPID or some weird phrase she thinks of.
and they ALWAYS compare my marks with my sis. and OBVIOUSLY i get lower. EACH TIME.
and my bro just offed all the lights in my room. knowing perfectly im RIGHT HERE. and he ALWAYS watch off the tv each time im watching.
GOSH CANT I FREAKING GET AN EASIER LIFE.
and it doesnt help listening to just so you know now. tears are streaming like mad. no kidding.
my bro just came and peered into my eyes. resisted urge to shove him off.
i cant wait to get 18 and get away from home.
oh no major digress. supp to comfort you and everything. sighh. but i know whatever i say just makes it worse. so nvm.
you know each time i say i hate you i never mean it. its always in this way like not really mean it one. but i guess you cant tell. cos of the really hurting suanning remarks. maybe you dont mean it too. sighhh.
<3>
dance with ME . (: