Saturday, September 29, 2007
why am i here. im supp to be mugging. but as you know, i never. sighhh.
im like so stressed. ytd i even forgot all my steps. too much stress linn, too much stress.
but everyone got such high expectations of me. arrrghhh.
im expected to get high from my parents. [so they got sth to compare with my sis next time] im expected to get high from school and teachers. [i mean like duhhh]
im expected to get high from kt? [cos she kind of thinks that i ALWAYS score high. which is like TOTALLY not true. hey im HUMAN. sryyy im trying not to sound obnoxious yet angry. and failing miserably]
im expected to get high enough for psb. [or else say byebye]
im expected to get well from myself [ill personally murder myself if i get gpa below 3.2, and that means suicide. ok, i luvv life too much i wont, but torturing myself will be enough.]
im expected to get high so that i can still go for activities. [like you know what]
im expected to get high so that i can still look at myself w/o shame.
im expected to get high so i wont get scolded.
im expected to get high just for that 3.2 or 3.5 in my report.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im hungry.
my legs look perfect!
this is meant to be 2 splits.
do you see what we see?
im like so stressed. ytd i even forgot all my steps. too much stress linn, too much stress.
but everyone got such high expectations of me. arrrghhh.
im expected to get high from my parents. [so they got sth to compare with my sis next time] im expected to get high from school and teachers. [i mean like duhhh]
im expected to get high from kt? [cos she kind of thinks that i ALWAYS score high. which is like TOTALLY not true. hey im HUMAN. sryyy im trying not to sound obnoxious yet angry. and failing miserably]
im expected to get high enough for psb. [or else say byebye]
im expected to get well from myself [ill personally murder myself if i get gpa below 3.2, and that means suicide. ok, i luvv life too much i wont, but torturing myself will be enough.]
im expected to get high so that i can still go for activities. [like you know what]
im expected to get high so that i can still look at myself w/o shame.
im expected to get high so i wont get scolded.
im expected to get high just for that 3.2 or 3.5 in my report.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. im hungry.
my legs look perfect!
this is meant to be 2 splits.
do you see what we see?
dance with ME . (: