Wednesday, November 14, 2007
AHHH EDWARD PROPOSED!!!! whyy bella never just accept. after all, she loves him and she can become a vampire as well. WHYYYYYY.
and i just finished NEW MOON. AND I FEEL SOOOOO TORN. URGHHH. i need eclipse!!!! so addicted now!!. ))):
and i still like JACOB. EEEEEEEEEEE. who ask edward to leave bella. HE SHOULD NEVER HAVE ABANDONED HIS LOVE. i cant believe bella actually feels whole again. the incident should have torn her up beyond repair. even if edward IS back. AND SPEAKING OF WHICH, HE SHOULD HAVE NEVER EVER LEFT HER. EVEN IF IT IS MEANT FOR HER GOOD. )))))): AHHHHHH. how can he be so cruel to leave his loveeee! ))): ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. ))):
i mean, i like it that hes back with bella. true love back again. BUT WHAT HE HAS DONE IS ABSOULTELY HORRIFYING!. ): i cant get over it.
and everything's not jacob's fault. he didnt knew that bella was already grounded. okayyy i was REALLY pissed at him for putting the motorbike. AND for being so utterly jealous. BUT WHO WOULDNT??? compared to perfect edward. AHHHHHH BUT JACOB IS SO CUTE. and tall. even if his bitter. I REALLY HOPE HE WILL SMILE AGAIN. and i wish werewolves wouldnt shun vampires. SO HEARTBREAKINGGGG. i really like jacob. he had been a fantab friend. and was there for bella when she was broken. and bella obviously loves him. though not with the intensity with edward. BUT ITS THERE!!. AHHHHH. why cant they be together instead. )))):
i want bella to become a vampire quickly!!! but then she cant be with jacob. well at least she WILL BE WITH EDWARD. eternally. and not hang around and keep breaking my heart everytime she changes or gets rejected and everything.
okayyy now that edward is back i dont hate him that much. COS HES REALLY SWEET AS WELL!!!!. but that doesnt mean he can abandon bella just like that. i like the idea of bella with edward, bella of becoming a vampire AND marry him, before 20. BUT BUT WHAT ABOUT JACOB??
ahhhh. someone give me a reason why jacob is a jerk.
i need ECLIPSE! <3
dance with ME . (: