Saturday, November 03, 2007
OH MY GOSH. like psltc was so so so super duper uber FUNNN/ i so cant put it down in words. basically, it was like one of my happiest, funnest, most traumatising experience. and by this i mean the NIGHT WALK. OH MI GOSH! [eenette told me buckle was watching me and made me squeal.]
[so anticlimax, but other stuff like scavenger hunt was kool only. pretty meaningful, but not as scarring as night walk. thx to all the co ppl! and sry for crashing your farewell. i had no idea. )x ]
OH MI GOSH. we were blindfolded, and made to follow the raffia string tied like AROUND the school and it was SO dark and scary! and then before that, jeanhui just had to tell us a super chao spooky ghost story about squash courts and the lights went off. and we SCREAMED. spooky righttt. ): and then brenda was like preparing me for the thing and like kept telling me spooky stuff! scaryyy!
okay. at first it was fine...very quiet, we follow the string. and sang wheels on the bus. then right. there was this bball bouncing! like beside me! i was so FREAKED OUT. hello?? at night in school blindfolded?? and someone whispered in my ear. so i SCREAMED and brenda was like DONT BE AFRAID THEY ARE JUST SPSLS! walk on walk on! [which was really encouraging! i miss you]
and then got blow my ears, and wet cloth around my legs, bball keeps hitting my legs. AND SPSLS LAUGHING. nonetheless it was STILL FREAKY. and then the string was WET. i was so freaked out lahh. turned out it was red paint. and it kind of got all over my shirt. NINER SHIRT. sighhh. i think like i kept squatting down and freaking out and screaming and brenda was super nice to me lahh! she was like WALK ON WALK ON! kick them back! kick!
and then, i was like...things wont be so bad anymore....[i was freaked out. VERY MUCH.] and THEN. we were stopped. and i thought it ended, so i took off my blindfold. like BAD TIMING. cos it was not over. and i saw all the red paint on my hands and i was so freaked out. and i saw jeanhui with her death stare [maybe shes like so scary thats why she gets to do all the scary stuff]. anyways, i quickly put the blindfold on. and the WORST THING HAPPENED. cos they SEPARATED US. at first i didnt let brenda go. SO SCARYYY I SO DID NOTT WANT TO GO ALONE. and i had to. brenda was not scared. many ppl were not. but i was so freaking scared lahh. somemore separate us. ))):
i think at first i didnt dare to walk. and then got ppl push me along. think it was becky. and someone came and told me: i know your scared and stuff, but you got to be independent and go through this alone. i was like thinking: OMG LIKE I SO WANT TO GO BACK I DONT WANT TO CONTINUE ANYMORE. )):
got the phone thing so scary!!! i want to cry already. but i was so scared i cant do anything but walk? and i covered my ears like the whole way through. and nobody touched me. but still got blowing. which i screamed. sighhh. and the balloon thing. i thought she was going to burst it so i didnt dare walk. and everyone i hear someone i totally cringe.
and then there was this part got steps so i scared i fall down, so i looked down, and made sure i didnt trip over anything. okay, i cheated. i feel like so bad now ): but i very scared i fall and scratch myself, already got this huge painful scar i got from the rockwall. ):
but ive got to admit. it was kind of fun. but why ppl not scared one? i whispered to chong: i love you, and she just say i love you back to me!? but ppl like me, bang into the netball pole then got someone come and say are you okay, and i screamed.
and now im so paranoid im totally afraid of the school in darkness and ppl secretly touching my shoulder or somewhere. I NEED TO BE BRAVER!. but so scary! ): okay. LIN YOU MUST BE BRAVE, and ppl keep telling me that in life it will be like that, dark and lonely, but i suspect at least i wont be blindfolded. cos im freaking afraid of loud noises, the unknown, the dark, touching, AND THE SPSLS. whyy ahh?
okay. funny stuff. EEIYN!!! hahahahahaha. she was like: ahh why you touch my neinei?how would you like it if someone touch your neinei? ((x and elaine: why am i stopping??? give me an explanation. hahaha. and jasmine, who bravely told the person who hugged her: i love you too. and chelsea who kicked so many people. (((x
initiation so funn! and i totally love SHIPERSTAR and our facils!!! the LONG CHUAN which brought us to where we are, and THE YUE [moon] which guided us on starless nights. you know, CHOW[move towards]YUE, and ANNIEone who helped us in one way or another!!! we love you guys! and the 9 footed star.
i love the singing, i love elaine's video so sweet! i love sleeping in cramped spots with my ship. IN SEPARATE SLEEPING BAGS. ahem pris and yimin.
i love the spsls who planned this whole camp, the teachers and everyone! the whole board! i love SHIPERSTAR!!!! (:
im personality I. means im too noisy, but creative, distracted, but encouraging! YAY. and i still suspect that i did the test wrong.
AND I LOST MY GRAY AND BLACK ZIGS ANYONE FIND CAN RETURN ME THANKYOU. i love them alot. not as much as the pink ones though. but still alot!
on a happier note, i shall start prac for teddy bear award! (x
chong for chopping my nails (x
brenda for being there with me during nightwalk and lending me toothpaste.
eenette for freaking me out and then being with me for ghost stories!
oh no. i had it planned out but i forgot everything. nvm. now i hope i can at least get things right when speaking with ppl. cos i always make them cry, and i dunno why. NOW I CAN BE A PEOPLE HELPER TOO! yay
i <3 psb
dance with ME . (: