OH GOSHY, I MISS OBS LIKE DAMN ALOT CAN. and i only just reached.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE WASHINGTON COS WE ARE THE BESTEST WATCH EVER. AND FONG FONG THE BESTEST INSTRUCTOR (GEK FONG who needs to like her name too haha) AND OF COURSE DIN AND TOCK SENG.
alot alot of good stuff. good stuff must say first. [most things, not everything cos i keep forgetting, are in my journal. dunno why im always last to finish it. and i dont even finish it.]
we had a lot alot of FUN. im going to so miss everything. THE NATURAL ROCK WALL which i never thought i could climb up but in the end i did. with the help of everyone, who was like CANNOT COME DOWN! and the belayer who didnt release, and being too vivian, i was clinging there, and then my feet were like slipping and no energy and i didnt dare to move them, but in the end still did lah. and i even did the jackie chan thing lah! but i was so tired i just smash against the wall. and got lots of scratches on my elbow. not as much as eewen lah. AND INDIANA PIRATE SHIP where we lied on each other's stomachs and cannot stop laughing and listened to things/stories and also emoed in the corner/the steps, FONG FONG'S STORIES THAT ALWAYS START WITH A LONG LONG LONG TIME AGO and include ah siang the caterpillar/cow/frog/boy, ROWING PART OF THE ROWING, SINGING DURING THE ROWING, THE MASS SHITTING SESSION where we squatted in one row and ahem and then throw tissue into the sea, THE FACILITIES like all the ships, camp 1 building, ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE, expedition court, multi-purpose hall, jetty, rock walls, store rooms, the walkways and corridors, THE STARS IN THE SKY AT NIGHT WHICH LOOKS LIKE PIMPLES. [haha. my pimples SO glow in the dark lah] and non-stop laughing during supper and stuff. cos right, after funny food for so long, we finally have proper food. then everyone super high and crazy. and also too much vivian-ness, nicole-ing and JIYA's stupid faces. and her mental nuts. (x my red bean soup also cannot finish loh. and the cool sweet drink. AND BUILDING OUR RAFT, WASHINGTON WATER WONDER!!!! it passed like all the tests lah! lift, shake, kick, float, bonus. LIKE ALL OUR ENTIRE WATCH PLUS FONG FONG ON IT. like damn cool can. and LIFE LESSONS IN THE NICE NICE ROOM NOT MEANT FOR US WITH AIRCON AND MIRROR. we reflected, and talked about the old man, the fiance, the young girl, the sailor and the best friend. which reminded me of twilight. you know, jacob the best friend? I SIDED WITH THE BEST FRIEND BECAUSE HE IS RIGHT. cos right, the fiance already abandoned her. so he must comfort her at her lowest most heart breaking point. like when you trek trek trek with your heavy bagpack for like damn damn damn long. and its so hot and your hungry with no food the whole day. then suddenly, you see FEAST food in front of you. so you RUN RUN RUN all the way and then you are so tired, but when you finally reach right, the food is GONE! so your like damn damn damn sad and tired and cheated. then suddenly right, you see a granola bar! and you eat it and feel happy! SO HE IS RIGHT! (: and then we wrote the johari's window thing. the positive negative thing. they say i write paragraphs like very long like that. but i need to thank everyone who helped me what! like help me carry and lend me repellent and sunblock. but in the end i also cut short loh. cos im getting real sleepy. and the our FONG FONG SONG! (: it rhymes lohhh i say it does! (: we koped from one one oh seven's cheer apparently. but it fits fong fong's name so nicely. THERE SHE GOES, SHE'S REALLY NICE YOU KNOW SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WHOA SO CHIO LOOKING LIKE A WINNER FROM HER HEAD TO HER TOE SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WHOA SO PRO SHE'S GOOD [ECHO] SHE'S FINE [ECHO] SHE'S GOOD SHE'S FINE AND SHE REALLY BLOWS OUR MINDS THERE SHE GOES SHE'S REALLY NICE YOU KNOW SAYING FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG FONG WE LOVE YOU
and then right, each time she hears it she cannot stop smiling one loh. we sang to her like at least 6 times already. and its stuck in my head. we sang to her on day 4 cos we were practising and then she suddenly walk in. so its like a damn loud chorus of FONG FONG with our spastico actions and then she was like laughing. sighhh. and then we just did it all the time. GOSH we even did it in front of everyone just for her! she must be so touched lahh! but damn strong also. we are like all expecting her to cry or sth. or else we will just cry first, cos its like really really sad to leave. I REALLY LIKE OBS KAYY. cos my friends always help me. (: okay back to it, everyone was like GOSH ITS SQUEK AND SHES DOING THE ACTIONS. damn brave ahh. cos its really unlike her to do sth like that. YAY good job everyone. and then we gave her like this shirt! with our mark. so she must not forget our names!!! even though she prob have so many watches already. sighh. HAHA AND SHE KEEP TRYING TO PAIR NICOLE WITH THIS FUNNY SOUNDING GUY. damn funny can!! (x OH AND WE PLAYED THE FALLING GAME. thats what i call it. its like everyone hold a piece of canvas and then you fall backwards onto it. i was like the first one and i was damn damn scared and damn ungraceful. and DAMN UNGLAM. but nvm (x it was fun(: omg and jiemin's counting sheep thing. cos she counts sheep at night, then they ask her if it works and she was like: go get an entrenching tool. and they were like HUH?! and she was like: you want to count shit right? (((x omg, shes the best lah. and while rowing we sang like everything. like many ways to count 1 to 8, and then dedication, national anthem, school song, pass it on, your the inspiration, just friends, mysterious ticking noise and home etc! was so so fun. except being giddy. but i think after being on the ship for like 9 hrs, im not so prone to it anymore. yayeee (: and we played like SO MANY DIFF KINDS OF SCISSORS PAPER STONE. like seriously. got the around the world olympics one, the around the world say hello one, the run forward one, the counting one, the evolution one, giant wizard dwarf. and BECAUSE WASHINGTON ROCKS AND RULES SO WE ARE COOL (: and we win (: but tock seng is real good too. so 309 is like unbeatable! (: and personality test im supp to be secure and traditional and can rem bdays. WHICH IS SO NOT TRUE CAN. we draw on that side cos we must save space mahhh. (: and my pig is so screwed (x and we saw BEAUTIFUL STARS. got damn alot of them lehh. and very clear also. i can see the ORION. (: i think it looks like someone's pimples lohhh. cos got damn alot mahh. then din was like: next time we see your glowing pimple. [cos i was trying to convince him stars look like pimples mah] and then vivian was like: when we hike we all follow the floating pimples. and then everyone's like so damn nice lah. they help me carry stuff. ESP EEWEN AND TIANYI. they carried my life supply lahh! except the other 3 quarters of life supply locked up inside the store. I LOVE THEM ALOT LEH. they make my hike damn easy. and vivian who tried to bribe my tent with peanut butter bread that i peanut buttered for everyone in the morning. (x and it went moldy. ): and sharlene quek yi ning who needs to love her name, took away the tent. okay, i know i seem like damn reluctant and all but you all look damn dead and tired mahh so cannot let you all carry. ESP SHARLENE CARRYING 3 TENTS LEH. we carry one also CMI. amazing strength. w/o her our raft will not be strong loh. shes rocks man. IM SO TANNED NOW. cos 2nd half of day 3 and then day 4 and 5 i never put sun block. ahahaha. and then damn shit lah my arm much darker then my thighs. cos i wore long pants all day. ))): and our instructors cooked for us TWICE. cos the ONLY day when we cooked, it was damn damn gross and no one wanted to eat and we buried all the food. so wasted i know. all the hungry kids in africa. and canteen food also. tastes like normal canteen food but then right, its like damn good. and our instructors food is damn damn good can.
okayy...i have moved on to more neutral stuff. like when we keep being late, earliest late for 20 min and latest 2-3 hrs. so they prep talk us loh. like damn sad lehhh.
WAIT I NEED TO GO DANCE NOW I WILL COME BACK HOME AND CONTINUE LATER.
OKAY IM BACK FROM DANCE. AND GUESS WHAT. I FOUND OUT THAT THE IRRITATING AND FUNNY ITCH IN MY BACK AND KNEES ARE RASHES. DAMN DAMN ITCHY )): and its really bad. like my entire back plus shoulders.
anyways, back to the happenings (: OH I FORGOT TO SAY. THINGS ARE NOT IN ORDER. NO ORDER AT ALL. JUST HOW THEY POP INTO MY MIND. AND HOW I REFER TO MY JOURNAL LOHH> (:
hmmm we laughed at the instructors pics. QUITE FUNNY LEH. like fong fong's one, she look damn diff. but din's one look quite the same. and theres all the funny moments we had together. i did mention right? didnt i? and ummm sleep in MPH. cos i dont want to sleep in our tent in the heavy rain ): which was damn squashed. like 14 ppl on 1 and half tarps. gosh lah. and all the stories also. and experiences. I LOVE THEM OKAY (: like the survival kit: TOOTHPICK to pick out other's good qualities, RUBBERBAND to be flexible, PENCIL to write out blessings for others and self?, ERASER to forgive and forget, TEABAG to relax and take a break from the hard work, CHEWING GUM so we can all stick together or sth, PLASTER to ummm help yourself if your hurt issit?, CANDY KISSES to remind that everyone NEEDS A HUG AND A KISS (: AND MEAL TIMES WERE THE BEST! (: cos right, we only have biscuits and stuff mahh. the lunch all so funny one. NOT FILLING. breakfast must be good. lunch must be filling, dinner must be least. but then right, its really off lahh. even fong fong says she laugh at her lunch. and during proper meal i was like asking the uncle to put more on my plate haha. and the personality test MUST BE WRONG. im so not secure/traditional/can rem ppl's bdays. nah-uh. AND THE ASIAN GRANITE QUARRY with the LEAKING WATERFALL! the water was damn pretty, like aqua and turquoise. (:
okay. i cant think. so late already. so quickly move on to BAD STUFF )): first of all ahh, OUR TENTS ARE DAMN DAMN GROSS. i mean like seriously. its all muddy and sandy and full of bits and pieces of grass. and its really gross to pitch it in grass. and if you know me, i never walk on grass. unless i really have to. and BY THEN I LOST MY SENSE OF HYGIENE MAN. )): damn gross lah. ): and i carried ground sheets a lot. but i dont get it. ground sheets are damn hard/heavy/wet to carry. i rather carry like 2 tents. but sigh. and when it rains, everything gets so wet and cold! shoes socks bag, and then everything becomes doubly heavy. and the poncho is really gross. i couldnt wear it properly know. ): damn sandy, ALL OVER MY FACE. and gosh. NIGHT 2 right, it was like dark. and damp and i really cant see a thing. somemore no toilets then want to shit also damn inconvenient. and the ground was wet and sandy. and pokey. ><><>
OKAY ENOUGH OF BAD STUFF. basically, i really think that we have learnt alot through obs. like seriously, discovered more about self and others. like i really like the one where everyone is different, but we can come together with a common goal. and i was damn damn sad cos we were seriously not bonded and stuff. i mean, i dunno why but i suddenly thought of 112 and everyone was so bonded and they had so much fun and then i think of one nine, and then i think of 201 during net carn and drama night and then i look at three nine. its horrifying okay. i mean seriously, theres ppl/person who really DOES NOTHING but stand around. and talk. and do random stuff. [OKAY I ADMIT I MAY BE LIKE THAT SOMETIMES] but its like quite easy to tell that shes like really dont care one lah. I WISH I CAN CHANGE THAT. but apparently i cant. so we would have to do sth...i guess.
and i just realised that i seriously like just about cry everyday one leh. day 1 nothing, day 2 when it rained and we were soaked and wet and i couldnt see anything and thought i was alone.but apparently i was not (: and day 3 giddy on sea and it was really bad okay? like damn damn giddy and somemore the waves wont stop, and theres also waves of nausea plus fatigue competing against the real waves. but i never eat dinner/breakfast/lunch [yet] so...im quite safe lah. i think the orange saved me. cos it stopped the world spinning and then i quickly stuffed down a GRANOLA BAR [my story analogy rem?] so i was better. seriously. i could row and sing along. i felt damn good. (: day 4, you know. UP THERE. class thingy. then day 5 cos i didnt want to leave. did i tell you i didnt want to leave like about day 3? when we finally got a 2 min shower at least in camp one (: and i didnt put sunblock from then on. NO WONDER I HAVE THIS UGLY TAN LINE ON MY BOTTOMY THIGH. DAMN GROSS CAN. but at least now im muscular (: hahaha. and i can finally spot the planes on the indiana. and omg fong fong's damn funny stories about national day and the lightning conductor thing. (((x and haha we keep correcting her english (x damn funny (: shes like damn lian lah. (x and din says nows the time where everyone says yay. I MISS OBS. not the physical part i guess, since i cannot make it one. but i swear im more muscular noww! (: and i love all the lessons learnt. (: im so sleepy.zzzzzzzzz. and i miss obs damn bad. but i can never survive alone. i cannot survive w/o my watch. WASHINGTON LOVE LOVE LOVE (: SHAKE IT OFF AND STEP UP (: LOVE LOVE FONG FONG <3>
dance with ME . (:
This is SO LINnie.
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